Monday, July 8, 2013
Ytd invited some friends over for majong and friends came to intro the slimming products I bought some to try maybe it work ba.hope can slim down fast. Today majong lost $1 first round win $1, 2nd round lost $2.. So funny..today is like not my day..maybe becoz of somebody make me so Xin fan.. Morning we still ok..but after his hang up the phone he nv call me anymore and nv reply me or even MSG me..I really dunno what he really up to.hai..I feel I am so dum easily believe in ppl and let ppl make use of me. Hai..really very stupid ba..end up I am the one who r getting hurt..am very sad now..but life still go on for Jevon..I wish tat in furture Jevon will be my good son who will know how to protect himself and me. Really hope so..and I hope his father will really know what to do for us. Dear God please help us.
Going to sleep now hope tmr is a better day. Good night.
Love
Lois
Monday, July 08, 2013
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Long time no post le. Recently had a son name Jevon Kang Jun Xuan. He is going to be 6 month tmr. Am not married as the guy mum disagree us and he is not ready for it. Just find tat my life really sucks..most of the guys around me r married n say is going thou divorce but y do they lie tat they r single? Hai.. I think all my life just be single will do. Dun have to think so Mach. Am on unpaid leave now. Staying home to look after my son. Maybe bring him out some days.
Wednesday, July 03, 2013
Thursday, October 21, 2010
today start new job everythings is good..only serving customer got some problem..dunno is i dunno how to talk or wat...today like i make some customer not happy...hope next time wont happen the same things ba...
tmr off day le..can go shop for my party stuff n rest le..tmr will meet him ba..maybe stay over at his place ba then next day go work from his house..
he now sick le...hope he will get well soon...me now also still sick...hope soon will be better ba..
hope everythings goin well ba...he now also dunno wan to choose who..haiz...hope he know wat he really wan lo n dun make me n her unhappy anymore...
goin to bath n sleep soon le...tired le...
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
now we break off le...i asked him to go back to her..no matter what he will still miss her n love her more..now i just want to be alone..really tired of relationship le..hope everything is fine ba..hope they r happy ba..
today i goin to meet my cousin to celeb her birthday. her birthday is tmr but i am working tmr so cant meet her tmr ba..
really hope my birthday will be good ba...i dun wan bad things happen on my birthday again..every year bad things happen when my birthday come..haiz..really tired..really wish to be happy everyday..
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
now he leave me le...should be good ba...so i dun have to think so mach le..now another guy enter my life...work at taka b4 same as him...how we know each other?he asked another friend to come n ask for my number...i think he is too shy..at first i dun wanna give coz i am still with another guy which is the malaysia guy..then few more day pass tat friend asked for my facebook so i give then from facebook we exchange number n be friends...so at first i thought he got no gf...then after c his fb his pics n watever he said was like he got a gf but broke up for months le...but he still love her alot even wanted to married her..so i was like ammmm...maybe he just wan to make more new friends...so i just dun really care mach...then soon i n malaysia guy broke off dunno what reason, maybe of my sickness or maybe of his stressfulness of being with me and his wife.
so from there jack my now de bf asked me out..wanted to meet me go home together with him alone as he dun like other ppl with us.so one day i went to meet him out for movie from tat day i n him together le.maybe becoz i feel save being with him ba.
now being with him i feel stress...sometime quarrel with him coz of his ex..he still love his ex alot. but he also love me..so i keep telling him to go back to her for the pass few days..n he keep asking me to give him times to think what he really want as one of us will be his future wife, he said he dun want to make a wrong choice and regret.so i give him time to think.but dunno y i keep thinking he will go back to her no matter what coz he really love her alot they were together for years so i think he will go back to her ba..so i keep msging him to ask him go back to her..but he keep dun wan to let me go. so now we are still together and he said he choose me and he want to let her go. he still love her but he said he got me le he cant be selfish so he choose me and let her go le..but still i still dun feel save as i know he will find her any day. haiz..
now i cant trust him 100% but i hope he will let me feel his truthfulness and let me trust him 100%...i hope this relationship can last long ba.
my birthday coming le i hope this year my birthday wont happen any bad things ba. really wish my life will be more better and happy ba. starting new job le hope they let me have my off day on my birthday celebration.
now i have to work hard le. for my good life for my birthday for my everything...wish me luck!!
Monday, October 18, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
long time no post...now days got a new bf...but bad thing is he had a wife..but he treat me really good...he stay in jb...so sometime when i free will go jb n find him without letting his wife know...hai...dunno y i will fall in love with him...maybe he treat me too good le...even better then my ex ba...but really cant be with him long...coz he had his family...he said he cant leave his wife coz his wife treat him really good...as for me he also said he really love me n dun wan to hurt me...hai...y will i find this kind of guy to love??
now i goin to jobless le...the card de job i quit le...then sales job they said they dun need part timer le...so now i have to find a full time job le...still finding...dunno wat i wanna do...now have to save money le..coz dunno til my birthday still can open chalet not...
tmr off day maybe goin to meet carol n her friends for billiard...now days i am learning billiard le...it more fun then pool...lol...suddenly love to play billiard...
now planing wan to go for facial to make over my face...too many pimple...dunno wat to do...so long le...dunno will ok ma...wan to try go for new york skin...hope it work b4 my birthday ba...so on my birthday i will become more pretty le...i hope this year i can have a good n happy birthday party ba...will be celebing wif my best sis joey...hehe...hope by tat time i am still wif him ba...so he may come to my birthday party...
it 3am now le...gtg to sleep now...good night...
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
now days almost everyday working...got 2 job now..today off...one is the one i quit last time they asked me back to work..they said they cant find ppl so ask me back lo...tat time tired nv think mach only think about money then accepted lo...now then i know it so tired...every monday to friday have to wake up early go work at 9am...last time start at 8.30 now change le...coz i tell my boss i very tired can dun everyday come not?then she say cannot only can come later...then ok lo...then every morning i ask my dad fetch me go work can save money dun need take bus...then if monday to friday at taka got work i after work from ubi go take bus to paya laber take train to orchard then go for lunch n dinner...if i am hungry...sometime i only eat one meal a day..some time 2 to 3 meal...depend wat time i eat in the afternoon lo...every time eat my lunch at 3pm so can last time night time go home sleep...then the next day wake up then eat some breakfast...
now days still thinking of him...everytime c blue lorry will keep looking c isit him?then sometime still dream of him...dunno wat to do...now got a new bf le...heston...he abit wierd...dunno y today actually he should go out wif me n my friend..then this morning he say he need to go home first...then when he reach home he sms me say he goin malaysia wif his mum then tmr afternoon then come back..dunno wat up to him?so sudden lo..i still thought he wan go home eat wif his mum then change le then come back meet me...but no...think he already plan it in this way ba..
today off day...studing my final theory for my driving test...thinking of learn driving b4 my birthday if i got enough money...700+ should be enough ba...need to slowly save...but i learn le also no car to drive...so sian...if i am rich can buy a can good liao...so dun need think so mach...
hope tat i will faster forget him ba...so tat my life will be better wifout him...hai...dunno y keep thinking of him so mach...no matter wat i do also think of him..study my theory also think of him...maybe coz last time he use to drive me go for my basic test...then when he was in sch i followed him there n i study my driving test he listen to his lesson...hai...still miss those days...but i cant keep thinking back...i should move on since he is not a good guy to me..
Saturday, April 24, 2010
