Thursday, October 21, 2010
today start new job everythings is good..only serving customer got some problem..dunno is i dunno how to talk or wat...today like i make some customer not happy...hope next time wont happen the same things ba...
tmr off day le..can go shop for my party stuff n rest le..tmr will meet him ba..maybe stay over at his place ba then next day go work from his house..
he now sick le...hope he will get well soon...me now also still sick...hope soon will be better ba..
hope everythings goin well ba...he now also dunno wan to choose who..haiz...hope he know wat he really wan lo n dun make me n her unhappy anymore...
goin to bath n sleep soon le...tired le...
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
now we break off le...i asked him to go back to her..no matter what he will still miss her n love her more..now i just want to be alone..really tired of relationship le..hope everything is fine ba..hope they r happy ba..
today i goin to meet my cousin to celeb her birthday. her birthday is tmr but i am working tmr so cant meet her tmr ba..
really hope my birthday will be good ba...i dun wan bad things happen on my birthday again..every year bad things happen when my birthday come..haiz..really tired..really wish to be happy everyday..
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
now he leave me le...should be good ba...so i dun have to think so mach le..now another guy enter my life...work at taka b4 same as him...how we know each other?he asked another friend to come n ask for my number...i think he is too shy..at first i dun wanna give coz i am still with another guy which is the malaysia guy..then few more day pass tat friend asked for my facebook so i give then from facebook we exchange number n be friends...so at first i thought he got no gf...then after c his fb his pics n watever he said was like he got a gf but broke up for months le...but he still love her alot even wanted to married her..so i was like ammmm...maybe he just wan to make more new friends...so i just dun really care mach...then soon i n malaysia guy broke off dunno what reason, maybe of my sickness or maybe of his stressfulness of being with me and his wife.
so from there jack my now de bf asked me out..wanted to meet me go home together with him alone as he dun like other ppl with us.so one day i went to meet him out for movie from tat day i n him together le.maybe becoz i feel save being with him ba.
now being with him i feel stress...sometime quarrel with him coz of his ex..he still love his ex alot. but he also love me..so i keep telling him to go back to her for the pass few days..n he keep asking me to give him times to think what he really want as one of us will be his future wife, he said he dun want to make a wrong choice and regret.so i give him time to think.but dunno y i keep thinking he will go back to her no matter what coz he really love her alot they were together for years so i think he will go back to her ba..so i keep msging him to ask him go back to her..but he keep dun wan to let me go. so now we are still together and he said he choose me and he want to let her go. he still love her but he said he got me le he cant be selfish so he choose me and let her go le..but still i still dun feel save as i know he will find her any day. haiz..
now i cant trust him 100% but i hope he will let me feel his truthfulness and let me trust him 100%...i hope this relationship can last long ba.
my birthday coming le i hope this year my birthday wont happen any bad things ba. really wish my life will be more better and happy ba. starting new job le hope they let me have my off day on my birthday celebration.
now i have to work hard le. for my good life for my birthday for my everything...wish me luck!!
Monday, October 18, 2010
