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Sunday, April 29, 2007


me in my room...


today went for lesson 2...learn some how to read the roomaji...today teacher give us cd n papers home to learn...after the lesson went to coffer shop eat fries...saw some friens from jap class there eatin...in the class only me wen hui n one small boy the younger...the other dunno how old le...look like 20+ to 30 like tat...after we finnish the fries we bluetooth songs...coz wen hui got a new phone yesterday..lol..she got the phone i wanted to buy 6288..but tat time very ex..so i bought 5300..haiyo..nvm...this phone got more memory...but no 3G...tmr got work...sian n tired...those kids hai..so playfull...tmr go sch need to arange table n chairs...tuesday off...haha...nth to do lei off day...so bored..wanna go out also nobody pei..this few days keep thinking of him..hai...still dream of him..wat can i do to get him back?so sad..wanna cry..hao xin ku ar...everyday hoping he will come back to me...hai...i have many many things wanna say out but no body to tell..very very xin ku...:_(...wo zi xi wan neng gou he ta zai yi qi..you na mo nan ma?everyday keep thinkin about tat time i n him together so happy tat time...eveytime c those pic in my com make me wanna cry...do he still love me?i hope he do...i prayed to god almost everyday to have him back in my life...hope god will listen to my prays...



me in my livin room..

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Saturday, April 28, 2007


me in bus on the way to work yesterday...


yesterday go ws have dinner wif y mum...hehe...me treat my mum eat at 2nd floor outside the pose bank there...there the food very ex..ok ok lor the food..i like the hou fun very nice...me eat dunno wat beef egg rice...then my mum eat sea food hou fun...then order some drinks n dessert..honey dew ice cream...n ice lemon tea...





actually got ice cream inside de...forgot to take the pic before eat...hehe...



today after work go meet my cousin at ws...saw some old friens...then went to eat lurch wif my cousin...eat at the coffer shop...dunno wat the food name...but very nice...on the hot plate de...after lurch went to libary...then come to my house...watch a ghost movie...funny funny...me watch before le...then watch again..then me do some work...then go meet my mum at centre...went to eat dinner...my mum treat..hehe..me eat chicken chop...hehe...nice nice...hehe...my mum eat fishball hou fun...hehe...after tat went shop n save buy somethings for prayer meeting at my house today...so many things to carry...hai..then reach home saw my bro n his gf...then my young bro playin com...now my turn to use com...hehe...

chicken chop n ice lemon tea...

hai...so fan ar...money problem...thought the money go in my bank le...still haven go in yet...haiyo...frien wan back her money..thought she can wait...next time i got to be care full le...dun berrow money from anybody...say wanna save money nv save...hai...still lookin for another part time job...so long haven find...still haven pay back my cousin...hai...waitin for my pay on 7 may...dunno if go work another part time got time to do the kindergarten things not...time go very fast...days by days...boke up wif him 3 months le..still thinkin of him...yesterday night still dream of him...dunno y i am cryin in the dream...like in the dream i n him patch back...then we querrel in the bus...he wif his frien i wif my frien...then i cry...he sit behide me...then we ok le..then i wake up le..i wish tat it was true tat i n him patch back...hai..

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Thursday, April 26, 2007


today as per normal go sch...after work go meet my cousin at tm...pei her go buy lens...then went to eat lurch wif her...me thought my bank no money le...lol...go c still got..lol...pay coming le...got money le...hehe...tmr got meeting...sian...need to stay back do some work..dunno tmr got pay not...hope tmr will get lor...


in bus on the way home...bring some work home to do...


anybody wanna go sentosa?me wanna go watch the song of the sea...very nice de...wanna go just msg me..


in bus on the way back from vivo...last sat...

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Wednesday, April 25, 2007


kesa go sch early...coz think got things to do so go early...kesa bring sweets to sch give the kodomo...tmr then give them...coz i not there then sensee say tmr then give..dislike some kodomo...coz dun wanna listen to me...hai...dunno y got tat kind of kodomo...sensee also dun listen...after work go back uchi...use com...learn some jap words...later go do some work...need to cut out some shapes..ashita the kodomo need to use le...dunno when okane come...hai...no okane le...

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Tuesday, April 24, 2007


yesterday japanese lesson almost cancal lucky nv...if not very ma fan...need to go n take back our money...then find another teacher...lucky 2 more student come in...in the lesson dun understand wat the teacher talking...hai yo...thought he will teach some words first...first lesson only learn how they write their words n wat word is those...like kanji, hiragana n katakana..next sun learn the words they give...

today me so early go out le...today like so tired like tat..go sch c the classroom wa...so mass haiyo...so many things to do..need to arange the table n chair...then the pond n garden...then need to clean the table...then need to go to the canteen help do arange the table n chair also...then go the the playground put water in the tank for the kids to play...every monday n thursday need to do all those things..then go back to class need to help teacher look after the kids then brings them up...today bring same work home to do...later then do...now wanna do some japanese lessons things...

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Friday, April 20, 2007


jasperl n magan

annabele n augrey


today went to botanic gardens...so tired look after the kids...all run here run there...first time go there..so hot...saw some big rocks...n pond...me took some pics there..nv take alots coz need to look after the kids...so ma fan...before goin back got a picnic there...eat a hotdog bun...drink coke...then started to rain le...lucky is small rain...then quickly walk back to take bus back to sch...in the bus some fell asleep...so cute...feet them eat some sweet n tibits...after they go home...me n teacher stay back do some work...so tired...after work mrs lim sent me to mrt...then i take bus home...

keith, guen hon n me
class at botanic gardens


the pond there...got some hole there got move abit...dunno wat was tat..

on the way back..rebecca,jasperl n keith
the new boy in my class...zacary...dunno how to spell him name..lol..
cyrus n jaydon
faith
rebecca...in the class


rebecca,magan,augrey,lee wei...waiting for parent to come to bring them go home...

Friday, April 20, 2007

Thursday, April 19, 2007


singing birthday song


today morning went for prayer..the teacher pray for me about my 2nd job...hope i can find a better job for afternoon time..so after my kindergarten can go for 2nd job...today so rush...coz tmr goin to Botanical Gardens...then today got meeting...got one teacher birthday today...so we sing birthday songs for her...after meeting some of the teacher goin to eat carb...those goin must pay for themself...me nv go...coz no money...then my teacher wan me go say she will pay for me...then i dun wan...coz very ex...then i went home le....so tired..this year really is my bad year...lots of things have happen...hai...end here le...

mango pie

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Wednesday, April 18, 2007


birthday cakes

this afternoon went to meet wen hui go white send..went to library look for some books about japen..then do some research...coz we goin there this year..go c got nice clothes not n go have some fun...maybe ask somemore friens come along...coz only me n wen hui go..dunno she can go not...me comfirm will go...coz nobody care bout me ma...haha..then after that we went to popular...wen hui buy 2 pens...then went to a shop to buy a clothes for her school..after we went walk walk awhile then go meet my mum to buy birthday cake for my dad birthday today..then after all we went home...just finnish celebing my dad birthday...


dad n cake

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

just off work..reach home on com...nv c his reply..but saw him online n offline...i know he running away from me...i just wan him to care n be wif me y cant he do tat?i am very very sad :_(...break up 3month+ le...still miss him lots lots...i really need him so mach..he wan to be free wat he mean?free le can go out wif others gals?now i dun really mine he go out wif others gal le...coz i also go out wif others guy...everyboby wan freedom...tat wat i wan too...but i really wish to be wif him...tat wat i really wan...wo de ming hao kuh ah...hao xiang kuai dain si diao...so i wont feel so fan n sad..nth can make me really happy...sadness everywhere...hate this world so mach...wanna fly away to somewhere nobody know..

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Tuesday, April 17, 2007


mee siam n ice milo

today very hot..one gal birthday..celeb wif her today...yesterday nv go her house...then others thecher also nv go...very busy...very funny...she bring birthday cakes but nv bring candles n knife...then we nv put candles lor...knife we got at class..then dun have plates also..so we use seaver...she still give the class each a cam...so cute...after work went to tm eat mee siam wif teacher jenny...okok lor the food...$3.20 one plate...so ex...so little only...but i cant finnish all...eat a little bit then full le...feel like vomiting..dunno wat wrong wif me...hai...maybe later nv eat dinner ba...no mood to eat...very tired now...later do some work then go sleep le...end here le...





the cam tat birthday gal gave...


teacher jenny...my class teacher...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Monday, April 16, 2007





today went to tm saw him workin...hai...dunno wat happen to me...dun feel well this few days..feel like vomiting...eye keep jamping...hai..dunno wat will happen...
took some pics wif wen hui...


Monday, April 16, 2007


wanna cry

today at home do some sch work...cut some paper...later goin tm wif wen hui...go walk walk...buy some things for our bags...hai...thinking of him...:_(...wanna be wif him...just now called kelvin thought tat no is his...then called wrong...i lose his no...hai...accidently delete it...miss him so mach...yesterday saw him feel like crying...i knew he now aday goin out wif his god sis...its hurts me so mach...even my frien saw him wif a girl...i do hate him...but i still love him...yesterday cant sleep well wait til 2+ like tat then fell asleep...keep thinkin of him...keep thinking of maybe i n him cannot be stead but maybe can be friens ba...wanna ask him tat...but i lose his no..dunno he wan anot...hai...feel like crying out now...:_(...

thinking of him




Monday, April 16, 2007

Sunday, April 15, 2007


at certry 2nd floor toilet...

today no work...yesterday last day workin...hehe...today went out to interview wif xueli n kah hui...then went to tm to watch movies...long time nv watch movies le..watch 200 pound beauty...sad n funny...korea show...the song very nice...my frien cry but i nv...i almost la...after movie went down saw him at the nokia care center...hai..miss him so much...y let me c him?hai...make my heart bit almost stop...in the bus still saw him at the bus stop...dunno he saw me not...maybe he did but dun wanna c me...hai..god r u playin wif me?i wanna forget him yet u let me c him...make me no mood all the way home...wanna cry out...but i cant...very very fan ar.........

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Monday, April 9, 2007


yesterday work morning shift after work meet zaki...actually wanted to go watch movies...then in the end nv..coz no show to watch then i also dun feel like watchin...then we go walk walk then go eat...after eatin we go popular me wanted to buy a notebook n a pen for my jap lessons next sun start le...me choose the book for 45 min...so long..lol...then went walk around again...suddenly my shoes spore then we go isetan buy new shoes...hai waste so much money...next pay got to top up all in to my bank le...

today nv go out n nv go work..actually today got work wan then i got a bad sore throat...hai...tmr got 2 work...i wish i could just die then being in this lonely n stress world...today my left eye keep jamping...dunno wat will happen...so scare..hope nth will happen ba..today stay at home watch vcds tat i bought 2 days ago...so sad...nice to watch...got make me cry abit..sometime very funny..haven finnish the vcds..watch til 11 le..now goin to watch le...

Monday, April 09, 2007

Saturday, April 7, 2007



me at home...geraldine help me talk wan..
yesterday kindergerten til 10 only...go work almost late...then isetan off...went out wif wen hui...went to white send then go Bedok collect wen hui x-ray things...then went to find singapore post...walk so many round then found it..hai..so hot...then after tat we went to scott...wanted to find NV line there...walk so many round cannot find...then went to ask stuff they say they dunno...then we went to wisma find then dun have..then ask the E-in ppl...she ask another gal..she say at far east..then we went there...found the shop...but tat shop dun have wat we wan...too bad...then we walk around far east..i brought a clothes from the gottic shop...so ex...$55 for the top...actually wanted to buy the skirt also...but so ex...all add together 100+ le...then only buy the top lor..coz i got a skirt le...then we walk walk went to b1 saw a jacket $29.90 but i bought it at $28 the aunt so good...then went to eat long join i treat wen hui one meal..the seafood meal...very nice...hehe...after dinner 10+ le...we walk to bugis...so far...from far east walk to somerset then from there walk to Dhoby Ghaut then from there walk to bugis...almost forget how to walk...where reachin bugis a uncle walk pass us..dunno wat he say..then in the end he say fuck u...then i n wen hui very angry wanted to scold him back...then we quickly walk alway...we reach bugis around 10.45 like tat...so late le...we went to toilet awhile then went to take train home...all shop close le...we took the last train home..reach home about 11+ to 12 ba...then bath le c my clothes...so tired walk whole day...then took out my lens then go sleep le...
at bedok



today kindergerten off...coz today good friday...then today start work 5.30 at isetan..dun feel like goin..actually today they put me off..then yesterday they put me at tm do late shift..sat i think go tm also ba...but do morning shift...so tired..dunno tues n wed or wed n thurs go wisma or scott...so far...hai...

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Tuesday, April 3, 2007


me at my work place at scott





yesterday after work went to bugis icon take my clothes tat i ask to keep...then went to meet wen hui go wild wild wet...fun n tired...from 4+ to 7...then after tat went to wen hui house put things then go bugis...went to icon again..coz i got a $5 voucher for yesterday only...but we go they almost all shop close le...then nv use the voucher...then we go walk walk at bugis street i bought a small white bag coz i go work need small small bag...then i bought a perfuer $25 so ex...small small wan...nvm i happy can le..hehe...then after tat we went to find clothes tat can go gif a skirt tat i buy from the gottic shop..still cannot find it...maybe next time go find again...




a boy birthday



today a student give us a pic of tat day his birthday...lol...me carring a new boy...he was crying...later me still got work at 3...sian...so tired...dun feel like goin...hai...but still need to go...if not no money...

me in the bus goin to work in the morning

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Sunday, April 1, 2007


today start work at 3.20...late abit...coz miss the bus...actually start work at 3..then end work at 10...today wear black n white to work...kana scolding...hai...cannot wear this cannot wear tat...like tat dun work better la..so ma fan...then not much clothes to wear...this black n white clothes yesterday bought wan..acturlly wanted to wear the gottic skirt wan...then hard to match clothes..then nv wear lo...maybe wait til i buy the gottic clothes then wear lor..the gottic clothes so ex...40+...then the skirt 20+...dress 50+...but i like it...too bad now no money to buy...wait til get next pay then buy lor...wanna quit this isetan job le...so tiring n dun like some ppl there too...the aunt very wat lor...think ppl young then wont tired wan...wan me work work work...she got child she still dunno how tired it is lor...she think kindergerten very easy meh...help them clean the toilet after they finnish usin toilet...help them clean the table after they finnish eating..look after them when teacher away...check their bags everyday...hai...still got more more things...everyday wake up early...she lei...can wake up late late...she only do one job i do 2 job lei...she not tired i tired lei...dislike this aunt lots lor...got son at ns so wat...still dunno how to think for others...hai..



tmr work at scott...morning 10 to 1...then after work maybe go wild wild wet or bugis wif wen hui...wanna have fun n be happy...if go bugis then go collect my clothes...hope can go wild wild wet lor...

Sunday, April 01, 2007

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