Monday, December 31, 2007
wat we ate on 31th dec wif wen hui...at secret reciept...
fish n chip wif loster sauce
lamb stick
drinks
me drinkin water
wen hui drinking water
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 23, 2007
this fews day saded keep thinkin of him...hai..but everytime muct act happy infront of my friends...hai...so fan...dunno wat to do...guess he was happy of breaking wif me ba...now aday called him he sound like so angry of me to call him...hai...forget it...he hate me lots..i know...coz i hurt him lots too...hai...when we r stead every time he get angry of sad i get sad too...everytime dunno y he dun wan to eat i also no mood to eat le...hai...i alway wanted him to be happy...but dunno y i did so many thing to hurt him...hai...i dun wish to hurt him..i am so sorry...everytime he did something really make me get jealous then dunno y i get angry too...when he get close to gals...he know i will get jealous then y he still like this?hai...n everytime dunno y push me infront of him wanted me to walk faster then him...tat make me feel tat he dun wanna walk wif me...like i am his dog like tat...everytime he do thing make me feel very wat lo...tat y i get angry very easily...hai...he dun even know wat i am thinkin lo...every time i get angry at him then he get angry at me back...every time he get angry at me like i cannot get angry at him like tat lo...hai...but i still think tat he really good to me...even he did something like tat...i really hope we could get back together again lo...miss him lots!!!:_(
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i really dunno wat to say to him le...y?y he keep thinkin of the past?n keep sayin it again n again....wo hao xin ku ar...he like tat....i really dunno wat to do....:_(...i really wan it to be past n dun wan him to think of it any more...i know it hard...but y must he think n think n think til he get more n more stress on me?i dunno how to say wat i wan it to be...but i really sorry to him..i dunno he will get so angry at me of me goin out wif guys so late at night...but we did nth n he get angry...hai...wo hao xin ku ar...i hope all this will get away...feel like goin to die so he will get happy again...dunno y i am in this world doin things to make him unhappy...wo hao xin ku ar!!!
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
this few days he got up sad of me...coz i did something tat he dislike...hai...dunno wat to do to make him happy...feel so unhappy....cant do anything...he like tat make me feel tat he hate me very mach...n make me feel tat he dun love me le...hai....i was thinking tat he will forgive me n forget about it...hai...he wan time i give him time...but i hope he could treat as normal...hai...today wake 10+ but still very tired wanted to sleep more...but need to work so must wake up..wake up le wash up myself then went to work...today is 6th month i wif him so i wif him happy 6th month but i said the wrong month...i said 7th month coz i counted jun as first...then he get unhappy...hai...nvm...today at work got some ppl very ying ji...this one cannot tat wan cannot...then some no size...sian lo...then they got angry at us...wth...they think we dun wan give them the size meh...if got we comfirm give de ma...if not how to have sale...today eat hokkien noodle...so long nv eat le..nice ar..then night time only eat chicken wing n old chan kee...my shop tat girl buy de...eat til very full...then today my shop tat girl went to called the other gal who r coming to take over us tmr...she told her say i tmr also not comin...then tat gal scold my shop tat gal say wat i got off de meh?past time cannot off meh?i told boss say i every monday n wed off de ma...got things to do ma...then she say til like she very big like tat say wat find one more past timer come la...the sale gal she pay wan ar?she 30+ le still dunno how to think...boss hire her here to smoke wan ar?stupid lo...hai...forget it....tmr she dun wan come also not my problem...today reach home use com then wen hui called to chat...after tat my bf called...i was thinking he forgive me le ar?so sudden he called...coz past few days he nv call...call only call one time to tell me things only...today he called...he say he drink just now tat y went to sleep...then wen hui still on the next line so i went back to wen hui...wanted to hang up wif her first...but she got thing to say...then he hang up le...hai...nvm...he not angry...
Monday, December 17, 2007
Friday, December 7, 2007
long long time no blog le...now hai...y my life so dam bad?hai...my bf everytime good thing bad thing give me face...like he perpurly wan lo...everytime wan find thing angry at me...wo hao xin ku ar...maybe he really not a good guy for me ba...so stress!!c hm like tat me feel very sad....hai...now adays he no money he dun wan me to help...then everythings dun wan tell me...me very sad lo...like we r not stead like tat...i really wan to ask him if he really treat me as his gf not lo...but i was scared tat he will get angry....everytime i ask him something he like cannot tell wan...everytime must i ans his ans then he say....then wat can i do?maybe he like someother gal outside n dun wan let me know...or maybe he just wan to work hard to earn money??i dunno...he dun even tell me anything...coz everytime i just went to check his msg n friendster comment...gal gal gal...all i dunno wan...wan to meet...then dunno do wat...long time no c lost contact...watever...hai..y he so many gal friens??i hate it lo...even if he dun like them but they is still close lo...if he dun like them then if they like him how?wat can i do?he everything wan to treat his frien good...then wat bout me?y cant he think of me?ya he did care but maye the care he give is not enough y cant he lie normal bgf like tat give me tat care...y must he scold n scold n scold?one time i almost fell n my leg got some cut...he only ask me i ok not...then after tat say me y buy this kind of shoes waste money only...hai..y care he just sayang me still say all this...hai...:_(....so sad....many time i feel like giving up on him...but i nv...coz i hope he could change for me lo...n i hope he could c how mach i love him lo...but did he?i dun think so...hai...dunno wat to do....:_(
Friday, December 07, 2007
fish n chip wif loster sauce
