Thursday, January 21, 2010
last night was so bad mood...on phone wif him also nv talk mach...n he know i am upsad on him so he send me a long long msg on msn...
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:18 AM):
dear dear~ well i know you still upset with me and i really hope we will turn out better.. i`ve come clean with you about everything in my life.. besides i`ve given you my word and promised you.. i really dun wish to hurt you or to make you upset.. about this girl isabelle or rachel tan she`s from a virtual game.. i really dun wish her disturbance to me to affect the relationship we have..
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:25 AM):
i`ve never felt loved before from my past 3 relationships back in my early years.. there is this year during my sec 2.. i met a girl name yiqing.. seen her during cca.. den exchanged number.. talked to her.. den one day i got the courage to ask her out.. but den all because of my peers.. i din turn up for the meeting with her.. i`ve made her upset.. and yes she cried.. i felt terrible myself..
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:33 AM):
she graduated from sch.. went to poly.. i too went in same poly as her.. but never really talk again like we used to.. from this past experience i never wanted to make the same mistake.. thats why i rather my friends hate me for not going out with them for not talking to them.. than to make you angry and upset about me.. i too felt lack of friends.. thats why i turn to online gaming
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:38 AM):
but after knowing you my life changed.. i know my bad points is knowing alot female friends which is most bad since i have you as my gf.. and so i after previous night made you upset i am willing give up everything.. even now i did not even play 1 second of online games.. i know i`ve done you wrong this time.. and all these while it never crossed my mind that i wanted to cheat on you..
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:45 AM):
my love for you is 100% you may doubt me, you may not trust me now, but as long i believe in my own concious im content.. wad`s most important is i want you feel happy, feel carefree, feel untroubled.. it takes 2 hand to clap.. and to understand one another story.. to be honest you make me feel complete.. and im trying my best to make you feel it too..
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:50 AM):
i wanna thank god too for letting me know you and thank you for understanding me.. thank you for giving this opportunity to make my promise to you.. sorry again for making you feel so troubled.. i know even i say sorry for a million times won`t erase away the hurt i caused you.. so only way for me is to honoring to that promise i made..
skater_boi12345@hotmail.com said (2:54 AM):
sorry for the long and draggy sentences.. just want you to know how i feel.. weird feeling now actually.. im dropping tears and typing.. well im ending my message to you here.. love you forever and see you tomorrow~ *hugs and kisses*
Thursday, January 21, 2010
feel so stress..my this new bf so many problem...gals again...hai...got this gal tat he know since dunno when be4 i know him keep calling him dear.n tat gal keep msging him weird msg like i still love u can we be like last time n she wan to cut herself all this...i really dunno wat he did last time...hai...after i quarrel wif him he then send this msg to her well dun contact me here already.. please go concentrate on your studies is better.. please dun send me msg already.
n then she reply so ur dumping me leaving me all alone is tat wat u mean?i nvr tot tat ur tat heartless...u told me thr is everlating love u lied...u promise to be wif me n love me forever u lied too...do u noe hw many times i cried for u..
i noe hw to manage my time im nt a baby anymore..i noe wats important for me...I NOE UR IMPORTANT...but too u im nth mayb is becuz u dun love me anymore...u gt tired of me rite?
hai...wat they really r?wat they really did?
y am i so stupid to believe in ppl...my eye was wrong...so wat he is a V?he may til lie to me about other things...hai...y guys alway like this?c pretty gals only like or love...play wif gals feeling...hai...really fuck up!!
ytd we quarrel becoz of another gal tat he alway msg...he was like so good to her n wan to meet her like tat...n he was like saying he go all over to there to c her yet she dun wanna c him..WTH lo...wat am i to him?he said tat to tat gal n told me tat he was just disturbing her...this call disturbing her?he wan to c her just said so la wat for lieing to me n say he was just disturbing her n all fuck...n most ppl know when a guy keep disturbing the gal mean tat he like tat gal...so he was saying he is just disturbing her so it mean he like her la?hai...
wat should i do?should i give up this relationship?hai...really dunno...
Thursday, January 21, 2010
