Thursday, May 31, 2007
few day cannot on blog dunno wat happen...now can le..hai...so sian...today last day go back...dunno wat to do le all the way til sch open...wanna find one more job..but very hard n lazy...got bring back some work to do...maybe slowly slowly do lor...1 month no sch can do...hai...wat to do..wat do he really wan from me?hao xin ku ar...Y?Y?Y? :..(
few day ago too de...
last time too de pic...just finnish out dinner...so full...
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
sian last fews day cannot blog...now can le...dunno y cannot log in...friday sch have party...got lots of food to eat...then after party clean the room n wash the toys...after tat have lurch then got meeting for awhile...after meeting went back to class do somethings then go home...got my pay le...but not enough to go anywhere...hai..sian...stay in sg nth to do...wanna save more more to go hong kong around dec tat time..today went to jap lessons eat alots...buy chicken wing eat...went to class bring frie to eat...lol...reach home eat somemore...goin to grow fat le...haha..
Monday, May 28, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
today in sch hai...got a bad mood today..make a boy cry...coz i wanna punish him wif 2 boys..coz they keep running around...dunno how long can stand in there le...today 2 gal so selfish...only wan to play them self dun wan to share...hai..then i ask them to share they dun wan...then they say they dun wan to play le...then i ask them to play wif others things...they dun wan...keep walkin around...dunno wat to do...teacher went to the office to call the child parent for ptc...coz tat time they not free to come down to c the teacher..yesterday very blur keep putting the wrong book into the wrong bags...then the parent msg teacher...today the teacher show me the msg...hai..so blur of me...nv c the name properly...after work thought goin to ws at wif teacher pet..but she meeting her son at tm..so nv go..then i msg him ask him wanna go eat lurch together not...he dun wan...then forget it...everytime ask him wanna meet he dun wan...then y i still wait for him?he dun wan me anymore le...hai...now i know all guys are the same...it nv have a good guys for me...hate this world so mach!!even in msn he blocked me...so sad...make me have no mood to do anythings...y my life so bad?cant find a good job cant find a good guy...:_(...wo hao xin ku ar!!bu xiang huo le!!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
in the library last few day cannot blog...now can le...com got some problem...sian...so lag...thursday celeb 2 teacher birthday...that day eat 2 cake..coz a kids birthday also...then friday parents meeting...work til 2 then off work...after work went to meet wen hui go watch movies..the blad of glory...funny nice show...must watch!hehe...after tat went to ws library...borrow some books then went to b1 buy some sushi n somethings home to cook...hehe...
me n wen hui in the library...edit by me..
today went to nokia care center wif my mum..she wanted to fix her phone..then i called my cousin ask her where is she..then so qiao she also there..then she come n find me wif her friens...she talk so lound..say where is ah boon?then i told her he at there workin...ask her not to talk out lound...then aftr tat my frien called..then my cousin say ah boon ar?then i say no la...he down there how to call me?then i say wen hui..then i c him look at us like not happy like tat...i think he heard we said his name tat y..maybe he think tat i told my cousin tat he was there then she ask for him...but i nv talk anything about him...coz she ask me where is he then i ans lor...hope he wont think wrongly lor..after tat i n my mum went to buy somethings to eat from b1 then went to tm coffer shop eat..so full...then went to buy hair die...me share wif my mum..my got colour my mum abit only..lol..
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
today n yestertday so sian...after work stay at home..nth to do...hai...now aday sch got ptc need to do lots of things in sch..after tat go home nth to do...sian...wanna go out also nobody pei...dunno y this fews day ask him go out he not free..he dun wanna meet me...hai...very sad...feel so lonely...dunno y this fews days smoke feel so dizzy...cant smoke too mach...yesterday nv smoke..today maybe later...i wont stop smoking till he stop...very headaech...feel like dieing...hai...dun even know he still love me not...wat can i do?i really wish to be wif him...he dun even wan to meet me...so sad...
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
today mother day..yesterday went to church for dinner...very full...some not nice to eat de...the dinner like wedding dinner like tat...the food slowly slowly come...then need to wait..in the dinner we play some games...so funny...today went to to lesson then after lesson wen t to nokia care fix my phone...phone got problem...tmr then get back the phone...reach home celeb kor kor birthday...tmr his birthday...nth mach le..
Monday, May 14, 2007
Monday, May 7, 2007
wen hui writing me listening...
listening to teacher...today went for jap lessons...too some pic in the class...nth to better to do...in the class cant really concentrate coz keep thinking of him...very stress n tired...yesterday night nv sleep well...after lesson went to eat fries n prawn noodles...cant finnish the noodles...then walk home...so headache n tired...went to sleep til 7+ like tat then wake up...hai...wake up le think to myself should i start smoking again?he already start y cant i start?hai...i dun wan to c him get any cancel...coz zaki already got cancel le...if he get cancel i wont wan to live anymore...tat how mach i love him...:_(...i willing to give up my life for him...i love him very very mach!!no one can replace him from my heart!!i will nv ever give up on him...
looking at the book...
wen hui listening me writing
teacher so funny...wen hui smiling...me writing words...
Monday, May 07, 2007
Saturday, May 5, 2007
how i wear to work today...today after sch stay back awhile do the noticebroad...boss say need to put sun n some bird...today so unlucky...forget to return the small boy his spectacle...then do the noticebroad tat time hit my head...so pain...blur me...hai...reach home about 1+ to 2 like tat...have my lurch at sch before goin home...reach home take a nap so tired...dunno y...later goin down to tm take my pay...then after tat go bugis wif wen hui she wanna buy a bag...
me in my room
dunno y keep thinking of him...go here think of him go there think of him...hai...everwhere i go i think of him...hao xin ku ar..wanna be wif him cannot...wanna forget him cannot...wat should i do?die?so tat i wont be so xin ku..y am i in this world?y god create me in this world?the hurt so pain...y god let me c all guy are the same?y all guy i met will hurt me?wat a bad life i had..
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Friday, May 4, 2007
me n teacher jenny doin the noticebroad...taken by another teacher...lol...we dunno she too our pic until she sent it to me...
the noticebroad we done...nice?
today no meeting stay back do the noticebroad...done le...after tat went to teacher jenny club sing ktv...me got sing some song...but most is the teacher sings...coz not mach songs i know how to sing...teacher jan only know english songs...teacher jenny so good know so many language...jap words she also know...after ktv went to changi a coffer shop eat dim sum...went to last time i n him go tat coffer shop...hai..order so many things to eat...but i eat some only...coz some i dun like...after eatin teacher jan sent me home...teacher jan still say next time bring me go there eat XO crab nooble..so nice of them...lol...today teacher jenny hubby come fatch her...saw her n her hubby so lovely...hai...there the sch all teachers are married accept me n one teacher was single...i free so lonely after he leave me...wat can i do to get him back?i really need him so mach...day after days time go very fast...so fast may le...7 more month then next year le...hoping next year will be a good year for me...
me in ktv...
mine in the right wan...hehe 
changi beach club...
Friday, May 04, 2007
Thursday, May 3, 2007
My new shoes decorate by me...
yesterday no work...went to gym wif xueli n kah hui...after tat went tm walk walk...buy some things to eat then go home...then at night 8+ my dad bring me n my mum go ikea walk walk...first time go there..last time go only go giant...after tat went to central to the shop n save buy some drinks n some food to cook at home...yesterday my mum n bro went to the goat n fish fram...they bring back lots of things...bring back a crocodile tooth necklace...
crocodile tooth necklace...
today went to work after work went home...so tired...went online...he not online...miss him lots...went to view his frienster n his blog...hai...think he like another gal ba...:_(...my heart boke le...very very pain...everytime online me went to c his blog..thinkin do he still love me?do he miss me?hai...i think he dun...coz he have others gal le i think...everytime i thinking to myself forget him dun think of him...but i cant...coz i can still think of his cute face his funny movement n his fierce face...now i really dunno wat to do...everyday thinking of him...still dream of him...cry for him...now he is happy...i am sad...who can understand me?i wanna die but i still think tat i have many many things haven do...wo hao xin ku ar...i really really love him very very mach but wat really had heppen?i dunno wat make us break up...i think its me...i did somethings wrong ba...maybe too mach wrong...:_(...i wish he will forgive me...but the dvd player i bought for him is because i love him...if not i wont buy anythings ex for anyone...i just wanna give somebody i love very very mach somethings special...i dun mean to make him angry...
me crying when writing this blog...
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
today go sch so tired..i think i sick le...dunno y feel so tired...like i was in the dream like tat...forget to great mrs lim...i think she abit unhappy...hai...today so carless break the cup...lucky the aunt nv scold..today no mood...ask the children to do her work she dun wan...make me angry the take the colour bank on the table...my teacher saw tat...then my teacher say good...lol...the teacher also dun really like tat kids coz she very dunno how to say the words...like ask her do her work she dun wan...ask her sit down she dun wan...hai...lucky the others wont like tat...if not headache ar...they all very cute...but playful...today stay back do some work..mother days comin le..me n teacher jenny stay back to do the notice board...haven finnish...coz teacher jenny meeting her friens go sing song...ask me wanna join them...i said no...me dun like to sing infront of ppl...next time dunno when mrs lim n my teacher wan to bring me go ktv...dun dare to sing...now me still lookin for job...hai..boring...later me meet my cousin go eat lurch...me treather...hehe..coz i today then can take out money...gtg now...
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
in the library 
wen hui writing me listening...
listening to teacher...
how i wear to work today...
me n teacher jenny doin the noticebroad...taken by another teacher...lol...we dunno she too our pic until she sent it to me...
My new shoes decorate by me...
