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Saturday, March 31, 2007



this few days nv use com...so tired til no mood to use...then everyday come home eat bath then sleep le..so tired...thursday got off for the isetan coz my kindergarten got meeting til 4+ to 5...then will be tiring..so i asked them put me off on thursday...tat day after work i went to bugis wif wen hui..acturlly wanted to buy the clothes tat i asked them to keep for me...but the shop was closed...then we msg the shop boss...she was at kurla lumpor...too bad cannot buy it tat day...then we went up the a shop tat sell lots of gottic things...i broght a skirt...it must go wif a legging...coz its too short...b4 i trythe skirt i try a dress...pink in colour...tat dress look nice...but i try it on i look big size...haiyo..maybe this few day eat those heaty n oily food...grow fat le...but my teacher say i so thin still dun wan eat...haiyo...dunno i am thin or big size sia...but my frien said maybe its the clothes mettial not so good then make me look big size...friday got 2 work...so tired...after kingderten went to meet wen hui at simei...went to eat long join...then went to shop around there...bought some clothes...then went to wen hui house have a sit then went home put things n take jacket then go work le..so tired...acturlly dun wanna go work today...very very tired...in bus also can sleep...hai...hope from 1th april i can choose then day to work n the time..if not i wanna change job..so tried..reach home cook some nagget n fries for dinner...this coming sun thought got off can go out wif frien hai but got to go down scott coz they no ppl there..

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Monday, March 26, 2007


today off..went to loyang point wif friens go buy things for tmr bbq...then went to a frien house to put things...help make the chicken n the duo ya...hai...tmr got work...morning go work at kindergerten then go meet them awhile pass them somethings n bring things the the pic...then go work..then after work go home bath then go down find them...overnight there then in the morning 6 go home bath thn go work again...hai...will be tiring..but nvm...wanna have fun...wanna be happy..wanna be single now...now adays my frien keep wanna intro me guys...hai..do i really need guys?just wanna stay single now...

Monday, March 26, 2007

Saturday, March 24, 2007



at my house...infront of my fan...


today went to work in the morning...reach there teacher jenny ask me go prayer room...miss lim waitin for me...then i go...we pray for lots of ppl n wat we do...pray for ppl who go for oversea...pray for the ppl who dies...pray for the childs in the kindergerten...n the teachers...then after prayer i went up for morning assembly...great the children in chinese...very nervous until say wrong..then repeat again...haiyo..great in english better...more easy to say...but cannot...must great in chinese n speak to them in chinese...i think next week my turn to sing song wif them le...very scare...dunno how to contact them...hope not my turn ba..today after work me bring some work home to do..just only bring the namelist n the worksheet home to write their name...lucky today no work at isetan..if not very tired...tmr got...hai...in the morning some more..still need to walk up early...tmr after work go take photo today go wash de...so ex...one pcs 30c...thought only 5c only...long time nv go meet xueli they all le...now they keep askin me out...but i no time...too bad..so sorry to them...after i wash the photo wen hui n geraldine came to my house...we talk about our plans...on 2011 we goin to open a shop...so need to save money now til 2011...still long then we think so mach...today think about the shop name...yesterday b4 sleep me think of where to go to get the items to sell...we think of goin japen, hk, thail,etc...think who take care of this who take care of tat...hope this plans will happen ba...dunno geraldine can anot...coz she hardly can save money...me n wen hui aready comfirm can le...now wait n c...



behide loyang primary...
behide loyang primary... my frien dog at my house...

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Friday, March 23, 2007


ahhhhh!!!!!very very fan!!!wat can i do?miss him so mach...god pls tell me wat to do...i truely love him very very mach!!!:_(...y everytime i pray nth happen...isit u nv heard wat i said?or maybe i dun trust u mach?today heard wat miss lim said...about the story tat teacher rose said..we must trust god...n belive in him...live everythings to god...n it will come true...hope its true ba...

Friday, March 23, 2007

at work places in kindergerten..

just reach home not long...so tired..just now meeting time fell asleep be4 meeting also fell asleep in class awhile...in class no mood to do things like tat...no voice le...in the morning great the childs very hard...somemore in chinese...every time great in english now must great in chinese...haiyo...just now heavy rain...nv bring yu shang...then one teacher got car sent me n another teacher go back pasir ris...alight at one bus stop...then take bus home...in the bus very cold...lucky not so wet...if not more cold...today one teacher leaving...she gave everyone a gift..she goin oversea...next my turn to leave ba...me n wen hui plan le...now save money til 20 or 21 open a shop...then we go oversea c wat nice then buy back to sell...maybe save til 50000+ or 60000+ ba...still long...every month i need to save 400 then 21 years old le will got 60000+ le ba...like tat good le..tat wat i n wen hui wanna do for furture...but dunno will live til tat long not...this year lots of ppl pass away...some pass away coz of heartattack...some becoz of cars...some becoz of sickness...hai...wat a bad year...this year is a bad year for me too...can even c or touch pig..it a bad year for snake...hai...

Friday, March 23, 2007

Wednesday, March 21, 2007


today teacher janny nv come she went to malaysia to visit somebody die...this year a bad year...so many ppl die...then me in the morning bring the kids to 2nd floors...goin to no voice to speak out loud le..no voice hate to call their names out..they cant hear me..hai...lucky got one teacher teach...if not i alone look after them..today after work went home eat lurch then sleep awhile then go work again..today at tm tmr at scott..tmr goin for lurch wif wen hui n geraldine..then go work at scott..tmr first time work at scott scare go wrong floor...dunno how sia...sian...hope tmr they will change me to wisma...like tat got friends to talk..if not very bored..hai...thursday n friday then got off...then can go home sleep..tired sia...got black eye le...hai...now adays still think of him...wat can i do?love him so mach...hai...

me at work place

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Monday, March 19, 2007


at work places









today work at tm got sales...500+...every time no sales dunno y today got...today nv go break...hungry but dun feel like eatin...take wrong clothes to customer...hai...so blur...tmr got work at kindergerten n tm...scare will tired...coz this fews day cant sleep well...go work also tired...dunno tmr can make it not...hai...hope can..today after work went to night market wif wen hui again...coz me wanna buy somethings to eat for my dinner...then i n her share food again...today nightmarket last day le...me n wen hui too some pic when we drinkin water...






behide nightmarket








hai still thinkin of *him*...wat can i do to get *him* back?i dun wanna patch wif my another ex...if i n *him* patch back i dun need to patch wif my another ex...coz my another ex wanna care for me...he said if i n *him* patch back he will let me go..hai...dunno wat to do..me dun wanna hurt any one...






drinking water

Monday, March 19, 2007

Sunday, March 18, 2007


in the snow


today want out wif wen hui..nv go work...actually got work at park way today...feel very tired...so nv go..then shop at bugis wif wen hui hold day...go icon walk walk too...lots of clothes very cheap...coz now 50% off...they need to clear stock...me ask them to keep one dress for me...coz no money to pay...so wait til take pay then buy..too some newprints...



in a room

after all we went home awhile...then we go nightmarket..buy some foods n drink..we share our food n drink...then went home...me make my photo frame then too some pic of it wif my phone...then online my ex alan ask me about me n *him*...i told him we break le...then he wan to patch wif me...i said no..coz dun i wanna hurt him...i said i only love *him*...but he said he wanna care for me dun wan *him* to hurt me...he said if *he* wan to patch wif me then he will let me go...hai...dunno wat to say...i told him i wanna be single at the moment...i wan to rest...hai...still waitin for *him*...

a friendship ring tat wen hui bought for me...


tmr got work at temp at 3...so bored...hai...mon kindergerten sch open le..must wake up early le...mon still got work at temp at 3...must wait til thurs then got off...hai...when can i get pay?no money le...now goin to no sound le...eat too mach heaty food...still havin flu...hai...


Sunday, March 18, 2007

Saturday, March 17, 2007


today go back to kindergerten help teacher janny cut paper work for next team...then around 12 like tat go meet wen hui actually wan go bugis c the shop at icon wan...but my ez-line card only got $1+ cannot go so many place...then we go orchand walk walk lo...then we buy some food to share...then around 2.50 like tat i go work at wisma isetan...so tired...wake up early sleep late...hai...just now dunno y alway c wrong then customer got abit angry...so tired until c wrong...hai...after work actually goin to meet wen hui go night market then she cannot come out le...coz too late le...finnish work at 10..reach home around 11+ ba...today got frien accompany me go eat then i go...if not i dun wan to eat..eat alone very boring n i will rush...coz scare will late...tmr work at park way...dun feel like goin to work..very tired...hai...but still need to go if not no money...day by day so slow...no money le...everyday need to take bus or mrt...top up my ez-line card 2 or 3 day ago then now no money le...so fast...think got to change job so dun need to go so far work then can save money...hai...hope can find another job soon...

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Friday, March 16, 2007


today got work at park way at 3 to 9.30...yesterday at wisma work til 10...reach home around 11+...so tired...today wake up at 12...still havin flur...hai...dunno when kindergerten ask me go back to clear the classroom...thought the teacher said wed...then she nv msg me...today isetan member got 30% discount...dunno weather will busy not..coz maybe all will go scott...coz scott got new items...scott isetan is the bigger ma...hope not so busy n hope got customer...if not very boring...yesterday sian...only one customer...hai...hope today got more...tmr goin wisma work 3 to 10...hope got more sales ba...

Friday, March 16, 2007

Thursday, March 15, 2007


when can i stop thinkin of him?hai...miss him so mach..dunno how was he now..hope he was fine...hai...wish he will come back to me again..wat can i do?wait for him?everyday wait for him to msg me wait for him to call me...hai..:_(...yesterday one no number called thought was him..then i pick up...but it not..it was my ex taizi..hai...y he still call me?got wife le still wan play around...wat a bad guy he was...hai...i dun wan anyone i just wan him only...no body can replace him in my life...
taken on valentine day...i still keep all the pics tat we take...

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Wednesday, March 14, 2007



just reach home not long...today work att wisma...from 3 to 10...nv go break at all..tired n bored there...not mach customer there...tmr also go there work...hope got more customer ba..if not very boring...only cheat chat wif other promoter...wa work there the other promoter older then me...but they look young...n small size...tat time first time go thought they 16 or 18 only...lol...they 20+ le...but got one promoter same age as me...but we seldom talk...tmr work dunno wan go break not...coz also dunno wat to eat..now must wait til 22 then can have off...hope can found one more job tat wont be so tiring n good pay...

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Tuesday, March 13, 2007


now school hoilday le...dun need to go back kindergerten work...but need to go work at isetan as promotor...today go tm work from 3 to 9.30...tmr n wed go wisma work...same time...thursday go park way friday n sat go wisma again...then 18 19 20 21 24 25 go tam...one day still need to go back to kindergerten work...clear the classroom...hai...no off day all the way til 22...hope 22 n 23 they wont ask me back lor...coz some gals there keep acting sick like tat dun wan go work...then i need to take over their place...hai...dunno when school hoilday finnish then need to go work le...more busy n tired le...hope after 25 they will put me at tam all the way ba..so dun need go far far work...now aday sick also...other ppl sick dun wan go work me sick still go work...hai..hope i will get better ba...

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Monday, March 12, 2007



today went to work at wisma...then 5 go to tm work til 9.30...so tired...y dun they put me work wisma then go home til wan go go tm...hai...if i know this job need to go here n there then i wont wan this job...but too bad aready work cannot quit...tmr work at tm i think...or maybe wisma...hate to work at wisma...coz of a gal there keep talkin to other promotor then got customer she nv go serve...hai..hope tat they will put me at tm so more easy for me to go home n go work...hai...but too bad they put me at wisma n park way also...

Monday, March 12, 2007

Sunday, March 11, 2007


hai..thought tmr n today dun need go work as promotor...today work at kindergerten after tat went to work as promotor from 5 to 7 actually then one gal dunno is real sick or wat then wan go home early...then i take her place til 10 at wisma...haiyo...very blur keep doin wrong things...go home also blur blur wan...others ppl go 3 floor i go B1 to sign out...lol...then i quickly go up to 3 floor to sign out...so diffent scott n wisma very blur...hope i will know there well ba..hope can know new friends also..if not very bored no body to talk to n no body go eat wif me...tmr dunno goin where to work maybe wisma or maybe tm...hope is tm ba...so i can sleep longer...hai dunno when can have my off...then can go out wif friens n wear my boots...hai...miss him lots...hope i can c him...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

this fews day work...so tired..kindergerten havin open house today..those fews days need to do lots of work...work til late late...yesterday work til 6+ then go eat wif teachers n boss...after tat one of the teacher drive me home...thursday also work til 7+ then go eat wif 2 teachers...reach home bath le watch tv awhile then go sleep le...this fews day nv go work as promotor...no time...this comin mon got work as promotor...hope the kindergerten wont hold me back...this sun got off le can rest le...hehe...hai...gtg work now le...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Wednesday, March 7, 2007


this few days work...found another job...as a promotor run here n there...yesterday n sunday work at park way...today off...just came back from work as a asst teacher...so tiring...dunno y now adays can fell asleep in bus...lucky nv miss the stop...today almost late for work...next time got to go out early...tmr got work at temp til 9.30...so morning i go to work as asst teacher then after work i go temp work as promotor...tonight got to sleep early le...hai...hope he will come back to me again...y he keep running alway from me?hai...msg him he dun wanna reply...so sad of it...i just wan his love n his care...:_(...y cant he do this for me?love him so mach wish he could come back to me...

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Sunday, March 4, 2007


me waitin for bus

just reach home not long...went to friens bbq at changi beach...a frien birthday...too some pics...sing birthday songs for him...play cards games...play wif water...then went home to bath then go down again..then we start bbq...not really full then i n xueli went to changi village eat...very full...on the way there we smoke...we share one...we order carrot cake n chicken chop hor fun n 2 cup of lime juice...every thing we share..scare cannot finnish..after tat we went back to the bbq...sit at the sands look at the star n mood...think of somethings...after tat my frien ask me go play wif card...dun really wan to play...then give them face then play lor...dunno y one of my classmate keep lookin at me..then my frien ask him y he keep lookin at me then she ask he like me ar..then he say ya...lol...they like to joke everytime...then 9+ me n xueli go take bus home le..actually wanted to stay overnight...but my frien cant...too bad...so nv stay...then we went to wait for bus...we talk about she guy n my pass time guy...hai...reach home nobody home..still miss him lots...hai...

in the tents



Friens doin posts!



friens havin fun!



me n xueli drinkin water..


xueli feeting me eat...

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Friday, March 2, 2007


yesterday com cannot go internet...yesterday start work at kindergarten...very tired...early morning need to walk up...must reach there at 8...yesterday thought i was late...lucky reach there still some teacher haven come...reach there dunno wat to do...then one teacher ask me go inside classroom...then i go lor...dunno need to sign in not...today n yesterday nv go sign in...scare no pay take...hai...yesterday after work got meeting...so tired...the meeting we celeb a teacher leaving singapore n the sch...got things to eat...then pray for her...then start meeting about the sch open house...

today the teacher went to get somethings ask me to sing or talk to the kids...me dunno wat to do...then sit down there infront of the kids dunno wat to do...the kids started coming near to me n talk to me...dunno wat they talking...then they run around...then i ask them to sit down...then some listen some still running around...hai..dunno wat to do...then the teacher came back...lucky the teacher come back..then bring them to PE...hai..dunno monday wear wat clothes go coz cannot wear some clothes tat too low or too shot...hai...very ma fan...today after work went to far east wif wen hui...bring my boots to fixs...then go walk walk around...too some pics...


Friday, March 02, 2007

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