Monday, February 25, 2008
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ast fews day went to his house overnight...today just came back...knew tat he like a gal n still like her...he told tat gal said tat he really wish tat his now de gf was her...on the valentine day...OMG!!if he really like tat gal y come for me??i head ppl do this to me lo...some more lie to me again...he think i dunno tat the day be4 valentine i lie to him...ya i did lie...but in the end he foud out n i told him the true le lo...then the next day he say tat to another gal..wat is this??treating me not as a wat??then ytd told me tat the msg he sms is on 14 ya correct...then he say i lie to him on 16...wat is this??i know i lie to him is on 13 lo...somemore say after i lie to him he think i am improtect to him...dun have to lie lo..i hate it la...say he nv lie to me b4 in the end also lie to me alot...wth!!!life sucks man!!
Monday, February 25, 2008
Thursday, February 21, 2008
today was late for work again...sian...miss the bus...then took bus 15 then drop at tamp tat...then take cab wif my mum...her workin place near to my place..then at work so tired...tonight got to sleep eat...if not tmr lazy n tired again...today at work do typing...sian lo...the words so small cannot c...then i nv alway look at the com de ma..then his mum saw me look very close to the com...i also dunno la...coz sit like tat more comtable ma...ya lo...then i sit very high so my hand was banding lo...then hurt my hand lo...then very hard to type...the key bound also very hard to use lo...use til my hand pian lo...tmr got to type somemore...hope they change the keybound soon lo...so hard to use...then got count cards too...then after tat continue wif the typing lo then go home le...tmr goin wen hui house bai nian ba...she coming too...but dunno lei...my mum goin my uncle house...try to ask my mum to come home first lo...this year so busy lo...when she free i not free when i free she not free...lol...so ma fan...nvm if this year dun have ext year lo...today my up line called me ask me if i wan to learn make up??at office de...need 90+...forget how mach le..then it at march then start at night time de...i wanna learn...hehe..dunno this month got pay get not lo...coz i just start work only...then is temp the work...dunno how to say i will work on...but i so careless...dunno if i sur the job not...so tired...gtg bath now..then go sleep le...if not tmr hard to wake up...hehe...bye
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
ytd start work so sian...injured myself...so careless...only small cut blood come out abit then ok le...then go home use aloe...then today late for work sian lo...the stupid bus was so dam slow...then keep jam..then every stop stop one time...then got lots of ppl in the bus too...sian...then nth mach lo...work learn new things lo...then got one aunt ask me about my year of birth...i tolld her is snake year...she say this year was my lucky year...then say go buy toto bring me along...comfirm win money...lol...if comfirm win then tat time go buy comfirm win le ma...but nv win lo...he almost win la...only on number then win le...too bad lo...haha...if not can buy dog le lo...wish i chould have a dog..haha...but buy a dog need lots of money to look after de lo...like look after a baby like tat...haha...but dog better then baby lo...baby so fan de lo...every time cry cry cry...lol...today actually after work goin to meet my ex for dinner...coz it his birthday today...but i nv go meet him...coz i need to meet my bf too...then he told me today dun need meet le ask me go meet him then go home rest lo...then ok lo...coz i was tired too...then went to ws wait for my bf n my bro...then go eat...dunno how to spell the name...start wif s de...at ws...then after eating went to shop around...bought some pants one for work de...other for going out de...coz too short so cannot wear to work...then after tat walk home...sing song n walk...hehe...then my bro take bus home...then reach home watch tv til 9+ then they go take cab back to camp...they got to reach by 10...ya then i went to bath n now on com...goin to sleep le...so tired...scare tmr cannot wake up..gtg bye...
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
ytd n today was at house...ytd went to sim lim again...he wan to look for kala ok set for his mum...ok went there find...found one set la...but haven buy yet...next week then he buy...the player very nice n good lo...can play kala ok de wifout cd...coz inside itself got harddisk le ma...can put dunno 200 songs inside..so good sia...if my house got tat then good lo...lol..but very ex...he goin to buy tat sia...then after tat went back his house was about night time le...his mum n dad about to reach home so went back then to eat dinner wif them at a restaurant at dunno where...lol...tat time night time cannot c where i am...lol...then dear drive us go...4 ppl eat...so fun sia...but dunno y i eat til stomach pain..maybe becoz of the drinks ba...feel like wan to go toilet but dunno y go le like nth come out lei...now better le..hehe...then went back his house use com...use com tat time i also feel like goin toilet...but go also nth...then nv go...til sleep then nth le...maybe i cannot drink tat drink ba...his mum lo...say order tat drink to share...lucky nv order one each sia...if not i die liao...lol...ytd got eat shake fin soup, dunno wat meat in dumbling leave, taiwan hor fun, pinapple frie rice, fishcake...i think tat all ba...all very ex n nice to eat...lol...all together got 80+ le...lol...the drink 6+ le...then other dunno ow mach le..lol...then his mum say next week go dunno where eat we 4 go together...lol...again??then his dad say prepare 800+ to go...lol...so ex sia...heard they say was at a hotel...of coz ex...lol...ok...c lo...tmr goin to start work le...sian...work wif his mum...must wake up early sia...cannot wear short then dunno wear wat sia...wear long pant or 1/4 pant...lol...then must bring another shoes to change...sign...coz they scare our shoes got sand then bring in then make until the cards...ok got to go sleep soon...coz got to wake up early in the morning...start work at 8am...so early sia..got to go out by 7 20 like tat then can reach on time...i think go out at 7 ba...coz got to go interchange to take 58 there...dunno if i can remember tat place...OMG!!abit forget le..sian....stupid me!!
Monday, February 18, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
ytd my bf came my house for dinner...steam boat...actually he cant come out last night de coz this morning he got driving trainning...but he pls his sir to let him come out last night n go back this morning 7am de...then the sir say ok lo...then he overnight at my place til 6+ he went back to camp...i thought he wont be coming out today le...but in the morning around 8+ to 9 like tat he called me...i was like huh??thought he driving??then he say i come find u hor??then i was like huh??coz i was still sleeping ma...then i ask him he no driving meh??he say no...then say later then tell me then i say ok lo...then i woke up to use the com til he came...he came le then ask him wat happen??then he told me lo..then get ready to go down to his mum work place which is goin to be my work place...ok ok lo then place...go down also 30min like tat...then alot uncle working there ma...then he scare me will lost there...then ask me not to wear too little there..ok lo...but went then i c like normal lei...coz my aunt work there b4 i went there b4...i think...coz look like lei...work then i scare i will kana myself sia...dunno lei...dunno wat they goin to give me do...use com??or go inside do those work??look like hard work lo...dun really like to do...if use com de i ok..lol...but if do wrong very ma fan de...lol...cannot do wrong lo...yup...try my best lo...then cannot do things slow slow de...if i do really fast then they will ask me do ot lo...dun wan do fast n dun wan do slow do normal can le...lol..try my best ba...start work coming monday le..so scare...so fast...i still dun really wanna work sia...lol...wanna play...lol...but also nv play lo...alway stay at home sleep eat use com then watch tv then sleep if frien ask to go out for dinner or wat go lo...if no money stay at home lo...sian also dun wan no money then go work lo...go there work cannot wear so little then got to buy pant le lo...sian...like tat i dun buy short lo...so short also cannot....nvm...i long time wan to buy pant le...coz no pant le ma...lol..ok..now my bf not angry wif me le...i think he dun even angry wif me lo...he just sad tat i lie to him...also not i wan to lie de ma...if i tell him de true he also will think too mach de ma...ok promised him tat i wont lie to him again...maybe i really wrong tat he lie to me...maybe he really nv lie ba...maybe i c wrong ba...ok forget about it...this fews days i keep telling him about me n my ex go where do wat eat wat...he was like jealous...ok i know how he feel la...coz when someone told me about their ex i comfirm also get jealous de ma...lol...when i get jealous i get angry...dunno y...lol..tat time he told me tat he like his cousin n a gal i also get jealous n angry n i say him n give him a face...i know he can feel tat i was like angry..lol...dunno y la...dun wan to say then keep inside til very angry...then after tat went to say him...today he was still sad about tat day ba...i keep askin him wat wrong he so long still dun wanna say...can c he was crying...lol..dunno i feel nth...got no feeling for ppl...wat wrong wif me??but i know how they feel la...just sorry to him lo...then ask him not to cry lo...then he ask me to let him be quiet awhile...ok lo...i keep quiet for awhile lo...hug him lo...then he tell me wat wrong lo...he just dun like me to talk about my ex n go their house lo...ok lo i promise i will not do it again lo...hope i will keep the promise lo...hope he also ill keep my promise too lo...can c he very easy get jealous de...hehe...me also...lol...every time i say something i dunno he will jealous...lol...his jealous really can c de lo...lol...or maybe it becoz tat i got human 5 sense so can feel it??lol..i was thinking wat 5 senses i have??my date of birth said...lol..maybe was hearing, feeling, dunno wat else le...coz i only can feel this 2...dunno y everytime when ppl talk i comfirm open my ear to hear wat they talking...but sometime i feel tired i dun even wan to hear so nv go hear lo...then feeling can feel ppl was sad, jealous, angry, moody, so on n so for....lol...i think other ppl also can feel it ba...lol...sometime i just can feel who like me who dun...haha...ok gtg sleep le tired go wash my face first...bye!!
Friday, February 15, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
find tat my life really suck!!ytd went to watch movie wif my ex...i did tell my bf about it...then after movie went to my ex house overnight...nv tell my bf..but dunno y my bro called my house to find me...WTH!!then i not in..then he told my bf tat i not at home...then this morning my mum msg me tell me alot ppl lookin for me...i knew it was them...then reach home at 12+ my mum told me tat my bro n my bf called..ok...then i msg him to say he check on me??ok nvm...coz who ask me nv come back went to his house...then say sorry to him...he haven reply me yet maybe at training ba...wait lo...dunno wat i am do la...dun care le...coz also goin to die le...wat for care so mach...he still can find someone else de ma...ok stop here le...life really suck!!
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
today morning dear came my house bai nian...my mum was at home...then after tat went to sim lim square he wanted to c some thing n buy something...he bought 3 fan for his com...he wan to make his com look good...i told him y must ur com look good??who goin to look at it??no one right??only he only ma...then look good also no use...wan to put wat water cooler...OMG!!waste so mach money on his com..then he also no time to use...y he dun save it first then when he finnish his ns le then do??so wat lo...nvm...also not my money...b4 goin there went to buy toto...i also buy one...but really very unlucky...i asked him to help me buy...then he buy...actually he ask me to buy myself coz is c ppl luck de ma...then i dun care just ask him to help me buy lo...then he buy lo...then when he buying i went to buy drinks...walk to find...then saw this dunno wat thing say about love de i go read...say my love not really good this year...then read his de one said he this year de love ok ok lo...but his lover will missunderstanding him...ya it really true coz i really missunderstand him this fews day...i did get jealous of somethings sometime...then ask him not to worry..ask his to slowly solve it n it will be fine..yup...tat wat for dragon year de ppl...read house year de too...said tat they this year de love not really good too...same as me ba...then say single ppl dunno wat slowly wat de...forget le...my one also forget le...haha...then went back to find him...then buy le went to eat carry chicken noodle n lasa...then went to sim lm square...walk around buy everythings le then went to his house...reach his house at 8+ i think...him mum like so fan like tat keep askin him to do this first do tat first...OMG if me i also cant tahan de lo...OMG next time if marry to him his mum comfirm nag me de lo...OMG!!scare sia...if like tat will go crazy de lo...just now kana say by his mum...coz i nv bring orange go his house bai nian...coz i dun even know i am goin over there ma...then i also not bring orange go every where de ma...say me...wat sia...nvm...then his dad sent me home then sent him to camp lo...can c his dad like dun really like me lei...aiya dun care le...i also dunno how long i can go on wif tat family...he still lieing lo me...hai...dunno wat to say...just now went to read his blog...he like someone le...i know who le...no wonder put her at the first one..then tat time together he also msg her...ha...no wonder...from start he aready like tat gal le...tat gal more pretty then me ma...can c tat gal is like guai guai wan...no wonder he like...n he know her earlir then me lo...i knew it lo...hai nvm it over le...i guess he goin to jio tat gal on velantine day ba...wif dunno wat paper...wish him good luck lo...he dun even love me le...so ya...it time for me to give up le..trying me best le...but hai..i will try not to view his blog from now ba...just now read his blog my hreat was like dunno how to say...maybe is jealous ba...must stop thinking of him le...if not will treat my bf badly...on 14 maybe he will book out ba...but dunno goin where..tmr goin to meet wen hui for movie...the ah long de lo...b4 tat maybe go my cousin house lo...coz they haven get my mum de ang bao...i dun feel like goin lo...coz must wake up early...if not i can sleep til 1+ to 2 de lo...then maybe wen hui will come my house too...get ang bao...me goin to her house too...but dunno when coz her dad n mum workin...got to bring orange out...sian...very lazy...maybe she come my house first then go her house lo...also at night time ba...coz she got school..sign...nth to do now...keep thinking of someone...sian...later call my bf to talk ba...then i wont think of someone ba..told him i will msg him later...coz now blogging n no mood...scare i will scold him...ok stop here le...if not he fell asleep le...bye!!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
ytd went to dear house over night...then this morning wake up at 8+ got a dream n it short me...then wake me up...dun wanna talk about the dream...then play black jack wif dear...win n lose...in the end he give me all then mney he win...lol...coins only la...nv play note...hehe..ytd night also play black jack wif my family...alway lose in the end win...then my mum also give us her coins...give half each...hehe..dunno y..lol...then take lo..got money y dun wan take?lol...then after playing wif dear went down his house downstair to eat lurch or breakfast?lol..then went to sim lim square he wanted to buy his cpu de cover...then went there find...then at there saw something my dad wanted to buy then i called my dad if he wan to buy it??then he wan then i buy lo...lol...bought a mouse n cabour...he wan to do kalaok at my living room wif the com from my room...then need those things lo..then walk alot at there..coz find the thing he wan ma...then got it at a shop...then walk abit..then he saw one cpu very nice n he was like OMG!!he should not buy tat first...should walk around first...lol...nvm...then went back to his house..he do his com...then went to eat dinner wif him...he told me about he like his cousin b4 n like one more gal from his ite de frien...then becoz he was msging a gal tat he like b4 n now he still like her abit...wat is abit??like mean like le still got abit meh??ya i do still love my ex...but i am now trying to forget him le lo...then i remember last time he told me b4 tat name is a guy...but the name is wat ting de lo...wat guy name wat ting de meh??then i belive him..but in the end he lie!!he told me tat he was msging the person who was goin to his house later...n it a gal..tat she like b4...n i knew it...ya i got a habit of looking at ppl sms...coz i wanna know if he was doin something behind me or not...just dunno y i was just scare tat ppl will lie to me...n do something tat i dun know...aiya dunno how to say la...tat wat i did to my ex b4 n he dislike it..but my this bf he knew i will view his msg n scare i jealous he msg his gals de friens...WTH!!then he got to delete all his msg then i wont read his msg...is like he scare i will read something tat he write to his gal de frien like he miss them or wat shit de lo...if he really is this kind of ppl i got nth to say lo...all this make me think of someone...isit becoz wat i did to my ex n it come to me??last time i think wat i did to my another ex n it become to me from the other ex...n now wat i did the my last ex n it become to me from the bf...WTH!!last time i lie to my ex...now my bf lie to me...dunno wat really goin on...hate my life so mach!!hai..now no mood...just now my leg very pain but i still walk back home from ws...coz went to my shop to c how was it le...then walk home like normal lo...sian...now nth to do goin to bath soon,...then go to bed..tmr is first month for me n him...hai...velantine is coming le...this thursday...sian hope we r fine...
Monday, February 11, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
now add some pic of me for this fews days!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
today went to my dad de friens house eat...then after tat went to my church de friens house...my mum n bro eat again..me very full so nv eat...then at there got some ang bao back...one uncle only give $2 only so wat lo...my mum give they $4 lei...then some other ppl give $10, $5, $4...n my dad friens give $8...ok la not bad...his house look like rich...but my dad told us tat his house goin to broke le...lol...dunno really not...now got back home...so sian..nth to do...dear also busy he got to go his cousin house...then at night go watch movie wif his cousin...sian lo...he good liao lo...pei his cousin watch movie...me lei stay at home do nth..hai ya dun care liao...dun think too mach...he only go wif his cousin not other gals...ya his cousin is gals too but wat can i do??also i dun wan to follow wan...follow him for wat??i also dunno his cousin well...go le also sian...wont talk to them de lo...they look like same age as me but they r older then me...know how to drive...i also wan to learn sia...lol...but if learn le also no car to drive...coz no money...save!!!lol..save also save til die lo...his cousin so rich sia like everyone got car like tat...rich ppl lo his family...not like me...my family not rich but cousin rich...dunno wat wrong wif my family...no money also becoz of my parent...if they got save we now also wont like tat...very unlucky lo my family...stupid lo...my family bone to be stupid...me from young spelling alway fail...exam also fail...dame stupid right??tat y i dun wan to study le lo...i every time also follow ppl de...like i cant do things by myself...i will be scare de...dunno y i so dame stupid..scare this scare tat..eat also wan ppl ask me to eat n bring me if not i wont go eat...scare pai sai...hai...y am i not so dareing??like my friens...hai...i am really very stupid!!!wanna die!!hope if next time de me was not like this ba...be dareing more!!ytd dear told me tat i was really very weird to him...actually not only ytd ba...few day ago he feel le...but he just dun wanna ask me n tell me...i can feel tat too...coz i dunno y i went to think of someone too mach n treated him badly...dunno wat wrong wif me...i wanna try to forget him from now on!!n focus on my bf now...refresh myself!!ya...dun let him down...ya i think i promise him mum tat i wont leave him ba...coz ytd went to his cousin n his grandma house...his mum say come le dun change ppl le ar...if wan to change then dun go ar...then i said ok...but was thinking of something too...hai..dun think too mach le...he is gone now n wont come back to me any more...so dun think too mach...wish him good luck to find someone tat wont lie to him n will treat him as good as me ba..ya...got to say good bye to him...:'(...hope he is happy!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Saturday, February 9, 2008
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
this few days so boring..go bai nai at my grandma n grandpa house...sian de lo...ytd went to uncle house my ah ma was living there ma...so went there lo...so bored lo...they play play majong n black jack...me sit there so bored...dun wanna play wif them coz they bat very big...n i comfirm will lose lots of money de lo...so dun wanna try...then sit down there watching tv whole day...so boring lo...then wanted to find someone to go out...coz really very bored...my bro went out too...then nth to do...then was like all not free lo...then also no shop open...so sian so nv go out til night time....went to meet my bf for movie..coz really very bored le...my mum n dad was playing majong dunno when will stop...comfirm play til night time dunno wat time...then ytd went to watch jay de show...dunno wat show...this few day like watch lots of show le...watch CJ7, sweet toot n jay de show...all not bad la...the CJ7 very funny..then sweet toot very er xin...then jay de show funny la...ok lo...dunno how to say...then today went to my grandfather house then went to my uncle house..also sian lo...whole day nth to do...only eat watch tv play black jack...today i got play la...wanna try my luck..hehe....but stupid lo...lose n win lose n win...win back my money...tmr goin my dad de frien house bai nai..then go my church ppl de house bai nai too...sian...so tired of today...goin to sleep soon..tmr goin out dunno wat time...
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
just wake up not long...thinking of something...tmr xueli birthday..goin out wif her n her god sis they all at night til morning...then her ite frien goin to her house for dinner...he also goin...hai...think tmr wont c him ba...coz he goin to her house eat dinner...i goin out wif her at night...sian...but i dun really feel like goin lo...coz i dun really know her god sis n her friens well...then if go i comfirm alone de..dunno where they goin also...maybe they bring her go drink or wat de...coz she 18 le ma..now dun really feel well...keep thinking of something...hai...dunno wat to do...wanna cry...very fan!!today dunno goin where...cant wake up very early so i nv follow my family go church...very tired...last night also sleep late..keep thinking of somethings...hai...dunno wat i goin to do..feel like goin to die...no mood now...dunno later n tmr how...
Friday, February 08, 2008
Thursday, February 7, 2008
last night sleep at 3+...dunno y...then wake up at 8+ like tat ba...coz my mum call to wake me up...ask me to help her carry drinks up...was very tired so was like asking her to ask my bro to go..coz i saw someone on computer infront then someone pick up the phone...then i thought my dad at computer infront then my bro pick up.then i told my mum to ask my bro go..then she say my bro go sch then i say nv la...coz i know there was 2 ppl in the house...so should be my bro also at home...then dunno lo...then i went out to c who was tat infront of the com...then it was my bro...then my dad was at kitchen making his drinks...then i ask my bro to go down help my mum later..then i went back to sleep...then my mum called again..she ask me to go down..then i say ask my bro la..then she say he nv go sch meh??then i say no la...how i know ask him la...then she say ok she come up first...then i go back to sleep...then my mum came up...she ask me to change my bed ship...wth nv sleep well lo...alway wake me up...then cannot go back to sleep le...coz so noisey...then go clean my bed n waste my old bed ship...then clean my room too...clean le also not so nice...coz too many things le...somemore my room not only got my things got their things too...tat y lo...tat y i dun like to clean up my room...coz they will still come in n mex up again...then clean also no point...then today help my mum n dad do facial...my mum give me $20 my dad nv..i also dun wan to ask coz i first time help him wash ma...then help myself do also...hehe..wan to look pretty.hehe...but too late la...coz my pimple come out again...coz of tat thing come then come out pimple...sian de lo... nvm...will go of after awhile...then my mum n my bro went to my grand father house first..then i wait for my dad...then went there eat dinner le then go meet my bf for movie..ok la the show...CJ7...so funny n sad lo last part there..the dad die..but then the pet save him...ok lo...haha...but the pet die in the end..then ending the pet friens all come out...lol...then after the movie then go home lo...so tired...tmr still need to wake up early go church...dun feel like goin lo..so sian de lo...must wake up so early...very tired lo...hai..ok le...end here le...bye...
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
today wake up at 12+ coz mum called to ask me to go change money...for new year again...coz not enough...then wake up go bath then off i go...to ws..went to bank first then wanted to c who in my shop today..so walk pass there...didnt c mary so wanted to go coffice shop to buy some food back home to eat for lurch...but when i walk wanted to go up...then i saw mary n she saw me too...so she stop me n talk for awhile then she say tat bryan miss me lots...say y i nv come c him...lol...then she say tat they say me then i come le...lol...then she ask me to go to the shop c him la...then ok lo go c awhile...then chat for awhile...then tat bryan went to change money...so funny lo...he like stand down there like nv c me b4 like tat...then mary ask him to go la...go change money la...then he go...lol...then i chat wif mary for awhile...asked her is he got walk pass today not?she say no...nv c him...then she ask me n my bf how le??i told her tat dunno y i feel like breaking wif him...no feeling wif him lei...then i told her i dislike him de some point....then she say he still haven grow up yet...dunno to me he is childish...but i dun like the way when he childish lo..very er xin...got some resson i wanna break wif him also bcoz i still love someone else...hai...but i dunno how to tell him..i was just scare i hurt him very deeply...ya maybe it will ba...can c he love me lots...but i dun..very sorry to him...dunno wat to do..about his mum she really very scary coz this wan cannot tat wan cannot...must be clean be4 goin to bed...wah...if next time i really marry to him i comfirm die ar...this one cannot tat one cannot...lucky tat not my mum lo..haha...if she my mum i comfirm scold her ask her shut up de lo...lol...sian goin to work wif his mum...dunno wat to do sia..lucky it not the end yet..still can find other job...then chat til nth to say le then xueli walk pass she look in n i so happy to c her n i too my bag n walk to her...she wif her frien jamine...then she ask me wat i was buying for her...i show her the shoes tat i bought for her...then i think she dun really like it ba...so maybe i goin to buy her somethings else too ba...if not like so bad like tat..then she n her frien went up to c something...then i stay in the shop hear them talk lo...then xueli called me to go up to help her ask something..coz she know i very daring to ask..so i help her lo...ask the psp how mach if all done...then it 200+ forget le..she say someone buying her psp...so good sia...i also wan...but my birthday only some ppl give me present only...xueli n her frien bake cake for me ya maybe tat wan my birthday present from them ba...coz they nv give me anythings...then my ex maybe he help me do lots of thinks on my birthday tat one my birthday give ba...but it was a bad day for me on tat day of my birthday...he give me a black face all the way...tat make me unhappy too...i thought he will try to make me more happy tat day then giving me a black face...i was really sad of it lo...on my birthday he cant make me happy..ok dun talk about it le...then wen hui bought me 2 hair dye...n one make up thing...then ya my cousin gave me some earring n someone things dunno wat tat call...ya...then my bro n his frien bought me 2 big turtle...ya n it at my ex house now...ya...my house also no speace to put...maybe put at his house better ba..then my teacher give me voucher...then my uncle n aunt give me ang pao...ya..then nth else...i hope my next birthday will be wonderful...got more present...celeb happily wif someone i love n my friens..last year de birthday i thought it will be fun n happily done...but who know it become like tat...hai...saded birthday i have...almost every year i nv have a good birthday party...:_(...my life really sucks men!!after tat went to bra shop wanted to buy bra...bought one bra...then my mum came...she also bought 2 bra...ya then i went back to my shop to get my umbrella then went to coffice shop c my mum n bro eat...coz i eat le...bought back to my shop to eat...coz help them change money then went back there they ask me to sit there n eat...then ok lo...if not need to go home eat then come out again...after my mum n bro eat finnish they wanted to go home le..then tat time was 5+ goin to 6 le so i too mrt to tm...while waiting for wen hui i went to walk around first...coz mary ask me to help her c the bag tat she wanted to buy for her son...so ex sia the bag...60+ lo...maybe for her it ok lo...coz she use to buy those branded things ma...yup then wait for wen hui to come she asked me to help her buy somethings for her to eat...coz she was hungry...whole day only eat breakfast only...til tat time...ok..then buy le went to mrt there wait for her...then she came le...then went to par east to shop...she wanted to buy a bubble clothes...but she cant find it...but i bought i clothes there...sian waste money again...then went to buy somethings to eat...very nice to eat lo the cheesy carry chicken chop i think...n then frie mar wif ice cream...lol..very nice...then went to walk around again...she got nth n i got a clothes...ya she go rubber blan...for her hair...b4 goin home...was so tired...coz last night sleep at 4+ then wake up at 12+...this morning got some dreams too..forget wat was it le...but i think he was in there but...hai...miss him lots!!!
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
today went ws go help my mum change note for cny de ang pao..then went to my last time de shop c how was it...she told me to go in...ok i went in to chat wif her..coz the other gal nv come n boss told her tat gal will come in later...but in the morning i think she called tat gal c if she coming not then she say no...she got off...dunno real or not...but boss say she will come later...then tat shop tat gal told me tat he walk pass there b4...she say he say hi to her n got smile...she say was not long le..then i was so happy tat he was there tat i can c him...but i nv saw him today...then went to bank again...help her change money...wah she so rich wan to put $10 for each ang pao i think...coz she ask me to change all $10 n 20 $2...think $2 is for her frien de ba...then after tat went to coffice shop buy some food go home eat...buy rice very some meat n tou fu...then went to buy mango milk ice...sian lo...the stupid china aunt no ear wan lo...i say take alway le lo...then she do her things first then do one for me...then she stupid wan lo..after doin her things she forget tat i said take away...then she do one eat there de...then i saw le then i say i wan take away de...then she say i nv say...WTF!!i did say lo...is she forget lo...then i dun wan say anything then i smile to her...then she like fuck lo let me wait then do little for me...WTH!!is she the one who forget lo...stupid sia!!hate her lo...then went to take bus home to eat my food...hungry n pian...cannot finnish my food...coz my stomach really pain..then actually goin to meet xueli at 530 de...but she say she very tired dun wan to go le...then i asked me ex out lo...since he wanted to buy new year clothes too..then went to bugis look...i bought a gove white in colour...then a top white in colour too...then a jacket green in colour...$10 + $10 + $8.90...haha...today spant tat mach..oh ya got one more is a pant for my bf...coz he haven buy his pants...lol...then he also cannot come out...so i help him buy lo...dunno if he like it not lo..yup...then my ex cant find any clothes but becoz i buying pant for my bf at IPzone then it say buy 2 for 40% less then he also buy one for himself lo...lol...actually wanted to buy the sameone...but coz dun have his size so he change to other kind de lo...then went to watch movies at city hall there..9o'clock de show...sweet toot...the movie ok la..it m18 de show...very er xin lo..the guy just kill n kill n kill ppl then the women just cook those body to make pies...eeeeeee...very er xin lo..the guy kill ppl coz last time he got a beautiful wife n a daughter then one day a big ppl of tat town i think saw tat women n he love her...his ppl told him a idea to make tat guy away then he will try to jio her...but tat beautiful gal love her husband so mach n she was worry about him...then one day the big ppl lie to her say wat her husband was at tat party ask her to go..n they give her a drink n she was dizzy n lie on a chair...n ya so on n so for..then the gal told him tat his wife was dead...so he got mad n kill everyone...n he help tat gal to make pies...he wanted to find his daughter at last he saw his daughter but he dunno tat was her..he wanted to kill her coz she saw him kill those ppl...but he didnt kill her coz someone screem n he went down to c...n c saw his wife tat he didnt know he kill her...n he knew tat the gal was lieing to him n he kill her by pushing her in to the fire...then in the end the small boy know tat he kill lots of ppl...n he came out n take him knift n kill tat guy...n lots of blood came out...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......very er xin...tat i keep covering my eye when i know tat guy goin to kill ppl...no wonder it m18 show...i find tat i am still now meture lo...coz i was scare of tat kind of show lo...lol...coz c le scare will got night mare or cant sleep...aiyo...now 3++ goin to 4 le...tmr goin to meet wen hui at 6+...to go shopping...lol...shop again...c wat i still need to buy ba...i think clothes all done le...others dunno le...wanted to buy some more clothes..coz saw some clothes tat i wan...but some one stop me from buying it...lol...it ok...i also scare i got no more money to pay my bill...lol...lucky my bank left $66.57 on 15 still got pay lol...then got ang pao too...more more money coming in...haha...so happy...hehe...go to go sleep le...hehe...duno if i can sleep...hehe...bye...good night!!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
wake up at 9+ today...so sian got tat thing this morning...later got to go bank change money for my mum...sian lo..lazy to go sia...but still must go...coz new year is coming...then later 530 go meet xueli at tm small mac then go bugis buy some clothes...n somethings to go wif my new year clothes..tmr meeting wen hui go far east i think..she wan to buy a bubble clothes...i feel like getting one too...hehe..i look like not mach clothes now...then piggy clothes also not mach wear...dunno go where wear lei...coz look very act cute like tat..some other clothes also buy le nv wear...sian lo...dunno when to wear it...so wan to buy some clothes tat i will wear it ba...this morning got dream of someone...maybe is becoz last night i think of him n look at his blog ba...but i cant really remember wat i dream le...ok stop here le...got to think wat should i do first now...
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Monday, February 4, 2008
today was my last day of work...so went work on time...was thinking about someone at work..dunno y...keep thinking til got customer i also think...then customer ask me for something i huh back..after we break up dunno y i keep goin to his blog to view...til now i still viewing...wanted to know if he got think of me of or wat ever...he did...i was so happy n sad...coz it was him the one who leave me..n wanted me to find someone else...now i did...but dunno y i dun really like him as in now de bf...some time maybe i feel bad so i treated him well...sometime i really dunno y when he tough me i feel er xin n push him alway...not tough me where la...but only my hand i feel er xin le...dunno y i dun like him to tough me..then today from his house take cab goin home he was lke wanted to lie down on me...i push him alway..ask him to sit properly...then he sit properly n fell asleep...can c he is really tired..coz this morning he wake up early to fix his com...coz last night i was really tired so asked him to sleep...then he pei me sleep lo..then morning his alarm ring i heard..then i wake him up to off it...coz so noise i cant sleep...also becoz i dream of something then wake up...dunno wat dream le..forget le...then went back to sleep then he wake up le..then i dream alot...dunno wat dream then wake up coz heard his mum wake up...n came in to off the fan...then heard them talking...then i half sleep half hear them talk...lol..dunno y i will hear ppl talk de...maybe hear them if they r talking about me not lo..hehe...wake up at 10+ i think..then went to eat breakfast at his house downstair...then went home to bath then then go work...tmr maybe goin shopping...asked xueli to go shopping...dunno if she is free not...c tmr her reply lo...maybe will shop for some new year clothes..got some le...but i think got to get 2 more clothes ba..wanted to buy gove too...i think got alot to buy..coz i wanted to change myself..hehe...coz when i am young i really look very toot..dunno y now adays de youngster very know how to da ban...lol...they know how to dress up..maybe is becoz last time dun have now aday de fashion ppl ba..or maybe all the clothes i wear from young not i buy de...all ppl give de ba...only new year then got buy clothes if not other days de clothes is other ppl give de...tat y my clothes look like 20+ de ppl wear de...some from my cousin some from my aunt...sian de lo...alway take clothes from ppl...i free like our house so poor tat ppl have to give us clothes lo...buying clothes all use my money only lo...now from i started work til now...my mum not goin to give me money any more...coz i got work le...but sometime when i got no money if i goin out i will try to ask her to give me money to eat...i know from young i after sch must go home straight if not kana bit...then from tat time i keep lie to my mum tat i got stay back for lesson...then went to my friens house play...play til 6+ to 7 then go home...then got one time i reach home very late i kana bit...my mum can me...then i cry very lound...lol...coz she can my leg..where got lots of meat de...tat y very pain..if she can my hand or other place i wont cry or feel any pain lo...i remember got one time my mum can my bro...older bro...she seldom can him de lo..only me...lucky i clever...keep the can til now she also cannot find it...then she nv can us any more...dunno y i just dun like my mum to nag at me...i will say her back de lo...remember last time at sch primary sch...i was sick..having fever...then alway fell asleep...then my teacher ask a frien to bring me to office to call my mum to bring me home...then my frien ask me to call n say...then i was like dunno how to say...coz if i say tat i was sick to someone i will cry...dunno y...n i cant talk nicely to my mum lo...i talk nicely i also feel like crying...dunno y too...just tat feeling lo...now i think le also feel like crying...then lucky my frien help me to say..ya i miss my primary sch...but i hate last time de me...coz i alway kana bully..even at sec sch i kana bully too...hai...since young i was so unlucky...no friens kana bully til i out of sch...i do miss sch lots...but i dun like it when i have no friens n kana bully all the time...at primary sch kana morless by 2 brothers...one tough my but ont tough my nee there...dunno wat in their mind...then i tat time very stupid wan ma...so nv tell teacher then went to tell a frien say dun stand infront tat guy he will tough ur but de...he tough my everytime...so i think she help me tell the teacher then tat day teacher say dun tough gals ar!!u guy behind...or maybe teacher saw...so from tat day tat guy sdun even dare to tough me le...haha..tat teacher also a guy ma...lol...tat teacher very good to me de...hehe...actually some teachers really good to me...maybe becoz i very quiet ba...but i think some not in tat sch le ba..so old le...but so funny one day i saw this teacher in bus...he can remember me..hehe..but i dunno if he know who am i ba...tat time i also wear not really nice coz goin to swimming ma...hehe...haha...dunno y talk until my young time le...really got lots of happy n sad memory...i really feel tat i am really stupid for wat ever i do lo...hai...hate myself lots!!:_(...
Monday, February 04, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
today morning was at home til afternoon...then went to meet wen hui...pei her go eat kfc...i nv eat la...coz i eat le...then also no money...then saw 3 of my cousin there...lol...first saw katherine at then main entry...then went to kfc saw her sis silvia...then after wen hui finnish her food...we wanted to go back to wen hui house to put her things then go bugis...but it raining...so nv went back to her house...so we carry her things to lo...then walk til bubble tea shop there saw another cousin...jing yi...lol..then i ask her if she got saw the other 2 gals??lol...then i told her silvia was at kfc..then she say oh...ok..she goin there to find her i think...then walk to mrt...goin to take train saw my uncle...lol...my mum side de....so funny...today saw so many ppl..then i say hi to him lo...then off we go to bugis...went there for some shopping..but i nv buy anything...coz no money...wen hui bought 2 dress for new year...look nice lo...yup...then walk around to find some other things...was like so many ppl there lo...then wen hui kana ppl push...then she was like...wa liao...tat fat women hor ban me sia...wth!!i saw tat la...was like so big space there but she walk near us...she dunno how to say sorry lo...then walk alway...then went to buy water mei ran to drink lol..share one...coz i no money to buy ma...so i n her share lo...sian de lo...no money day...tmr geting pay le ba...then this sun work last day...coz they found someone to replace me...so good dun need to work...maybe tat week will find customer for facial ba...sack so long le...lol...was so lazy lo...hehe...new year coming le...got ang pao take...lol...good lo...hehe...but xueli birthday coming le...got to buy her birthday present...dunno wat to buy lei...sian...my bill haven pay...need to work hard le...if not no money...but lucky got one more job...hehe...work at paya lebar there...my bf de mum there..think one day ask him bring me go c there...if not i dunno how to go..got to ask him wat to wear to work...if not i any how wear then his mum dun like...reach home at 10 or 11 +...wen hui de dad sent us home..hehe...if not need to walk home wor...was raining whole day lo..dunno y every time got bring umberra then no rain then nv bring then got rain...so stupid lo...next time everyday bring lo...lol...but i also dun like carry umberra out...so ma fan de lo...so tired lo today...dunno y...maybe sleep late then wake up early ba...this few days keep dreaming..dunno y...dream le wake up keep thinking of the dream then very hard to sleep...after dream wake up also feel so tired lo...dunno y lo...tmr morninr goin to my up line house learn facial...after facial go work..then go home...then next day morning go up line house again..go learn massage...then go work again..sia de lo...comfirm i wll be very tired de..rush here n there...k la stop here le..got to go sleep if not tmr cannot wake up...bye...oyasumi!!muck!
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Friday, February 1, 2008
today whole day stay at home..watch movies..today watch alot movies sia...coz nth to do ma...almost all the movie i watch finnish le..hehe...later dear coming to find me go eat dinner...long time nv talk to him le..coz he went to feild camp cannot bring phone...then today come out...sat n sun goin to my up line house for facial n massage lesson...then after tat go work sian lo...
Friday, February 01, 2008
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