
yesterday went to gym wif xueli..today maybe goin swimming...i dun feel like goin out today...hai...last night cant sleep...until 2+ to 3 then fell asleep..last night think of him..cry for a while...hai..i still love him lots..i really dunno wat to do le...feel like goin to die..y must we be alife as we must die?as we alife had a bad life..i really hope i was not alife in this world..i born to be unhappy...hai...