Friday, February 15, 2008
ytd my bf came my house for dinner...steam boat...actually he cant come out last night de coz this morning he got driving trainning...but he pls his sir to let him come out last night n go back this morning 7am de...then the sir say ok lo...then he overnight at my place til 6+ he went back to camp...i thought he wont be coming out today le...but in the morning around 8+ to 9 like tat he called me...i was like huh??thought he driving??then he say i come find u hor??then i was like huh??coz i was still sleeping ma...then i ask him he no driving meh??he say no...then say later then tell me then i say ok lo...then i woke up to use the com til he came...he came le then ask him wat happen??then he told me lo..then get ready to go down to his mum work place which is goin to be my work place...ok ok lo then place...go down also 30min like tat...then alot uncle working there ma...then he scare me will lost there...then ask me not to wear too little there..ok lo...but went then i c like normal lei...coz my aunt work there b4 i went there b4...i think...coz look like lei...work then i scare i will kana myself sia...dunno lei...dunno wat they goin to give me do...use com??or go inside do those work??look like hard work lo...dun really like to do...if use com de i ok..lol...but if do wrong very ma fan de...lol...cannot do wrong lo...yup...try my best lo...then cannot do things slow slow de...if i do really fast then they will ask me do ot lo...dun wan do fast n dun wan do slow do normal can le...lol..try my best ba...start work coming monday le..so scare...so fast...i still dun really wanna work sia...lol...wanna play...lol...but also nv play lo...alway stay at home sleep eat use com then watch tv then sleep if frien ask to go out for dinner or wat go lo...if no money stay at home lo...sian also dun wan no money then go work lo...go there work cannot wear so little then got to buy pant le lo...sian...like tat i dun buy short lo...so short also cannot....nvm...i long time wan to buy pant le...coz no pant le ma...lol..ok..now my bf not angry wif me le...i think he dun even angry wif me lo...he just sad tat i lie to him...also not i wan to lie de ma...if i tell him de true he also will think too mach de ma...ok promised him tat i wont lie to him again...maybe i really wrong tat he lie to me...maybe he really nv lie ba...maybe i c wrong ba...ok forget about it...this fews days i keep telling him about me n my ex go where do wat eat wat...he was like jealous...ok i know how he feel la...coz when someone told me about their ex i comfirm also get jealous de ma...lol...when i get jealous i get angry...dunno y...lol..tat time he told me tat he like his cousin n a gal i also get jealous n angry n i say him n give him a face...i know he can feel tat i was like angry..lol...dunno y la...dun wan to say then keep inside til very angry...then after tat went to say him...today he was still sad about tat day ba...i keep askin him wat wrong he so long still dun wanna say...can c he was crying...lol..dunno i feel nth...got no feeling for ppl...wat wrong wif me??but i know how they feel la...just sorry to him lo...then ask him not to cry lo...then he ask me to let him be quiet awhile...ok lo...i keep quiet for awhile lo...hug him lo...then he tell me wat wrong lo...he just dun like me to talk about my ex n go their house lo...ok lo i promise i will not do it again lo...hope i will keep the promise lo...hope he also ill keep my promise too lo...can c he very easy get jealous de...hehe...me also...lol...every time i say something i dunno he will jealous...lol...his jealous really can c de lo...lol...or maybe it becoz tat i got human 5 sense so can feel it??lol..i was thinking wat 5 senses i have??my date of birth said...lol..maybe was hearing, feeling, dunno wat else le...coz i only can feel this 2...dunno y everytime when ppl talk i comfirm open my ear to hear wat they talking...but sometime i feel tired i dun even wan to hear so nv go hear lo...then feeling can feel ppl was sad, jealous, angry, moody, so on n so for....lol...i think other ppl also can feel it ba...lol...sometime i just can feel who like me who dun...haha...ok gtg sleep le tired go wash my face first...bye!!
Friday, February 15, 2008
