Sunday, February 10, 2008
today went to my dad de friens house eat...then after tat went to my church de friens house...my mum n bro eat again..me very full so nv eat...then at there got some ang bao back...one uncle only give $2 only so wat lo...my mum give they $4 lei...then some other ppl give $10, $5, $4...n my dad friens give $8...ok la not bad...his house look like rich...but my dad told us tat his house goin to broke le...lol...dunno really not...now got back home...so sian..nth to do...dear also busy he got to go his cousin house...then at night go watch movie wif his cousin...sian lo...he good liao lo...pei his cousin watch movie...me lei stay at home do nth..hai ya dun care liao...dun think too mach...he only go wif his cousin not other gals...ya his cousin is gals too but wat can i do??also i dun wan to follow wan...follow him for wat??i also dunno his cousin well...go le also sian...wont talk to them de lo...they look like same age as me but they r older then me...know how to drive...i also wan to learn sia...lol...but if learn le also no car to drive...coz no money...save!!!lol..save also save til die lo...his cousin so rich sia like everyone got car like tat...rich ppl lo his family...not like me...my family not rich but cousin rich...dunno wat wrong wif my family...no money also becoz of my parent...if they got save we now also wont like tat...very unlucky lo my family...stupid lo...my family bone to be stupid...me from young spelling alway fail...exam also fail...dame stupid right??tat y i dun wan to study le lo...i every time also follow ppl de...like i cant do things by myself...i will be scare de...dunno y i so dame stupid..scare this scare tat..eat also wan ppl ask me to eat n bring me if not i wont go eat...scare pai sai...hai...y am i not so dareing??like my friens...hai...i am really very stupid!!!wanna die!!hope if next time de me was not like this ba...be dareing more!!ytd dear told me tat i was really very weird to him...actually not only ytd ba...few day ago he feel le...but he just dun wanna ask me n tell me...i can feel tat too...coz i dunno y i went to think of someone too mach n treated him badly...dunno wat wrong wif me...i wanna try to forget him from now on!!n focus on my bf now...refresh myself!!ya...dun let him down...ya i think i promise him mum tat i wont leave him ba...coz ytd went to his cousin n his grandma house...his mum say come le dun change ppl le ar...if wan to change then dun go ar...then i said ok...but was thinking of something too...hai..dun think too mach le...he is gone now n wont come back to me any more...so dun think too mach...wish him good luck to find someone tat wont lie to him n will treat him as good as me ba..ya...got to say good bye to him...:'(...hope he is happy!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
