Saturday, May 24, 2008
love do really hurt!ones u fell in love u cant get it off...unless u dun really love tat person...i know i am very stupid...every single relatetionship i take it in to my heart deeply...coz i thought it will be my ture love...but ended up wif hurt...
ytd i went out wif a guy...i know him by a friend i hated...wendy hung..her ex bf intro him to us...i really dun remember it..but ytd we went out together i recalled...n i ask him which sch he from ?last time..he said loyang...i was like so shock...coz i knew i c him be4...but i cant really remember...he also shock too...coz he nv know this world really small...tat we can knew each other like this...he say i really change alot..last time i dun really look pretty...now i change so mach...i can c he really dun really like me...but we go steady wifout love...i know he dun really like me...n i also dun really like him too...today i asked him y do he like me?he said coz we share the same interest tat y he like me...then he also say i change alot...i know he will say like this...coz he dun really like me...he just a playboy...a 20+ de playboy...nvm just let him play lo...i also dun care le...saw his hp de pic is a gal tat nv wear clothes..but he said tat wan is a pole dancer...he say his frien pei yang pole dancer de...then he wan to pei yang boxer...watever la...i also dun care...coz i also dun really like him...
ytd went to china town...heard some songs tat we like...ok la...it nice lo...walk every where also the same song...i think is radio lo...lol...then sit beside a cds shop eat supper...but i dunno y i just eat abit n waste all the food le...no mood to eat...think of someone else...coz the cds shop played a song...make me feel sad...he also say the song is nice..then asked the ppl wat the cds?then went home le..at mrt he dun have money to take mrt...then i borrow him $10...to top up his card...can c he like to any how use money...then dun have money wif him de...then eat supper also i pay abit...becoz of tat make me think of something..his mum said to me b4 i hand said tat my bf like to waste money...then i was like thinking if he is my last one?coz i dun really like him at all...
how did i accept him?coz ytd the floor is wet...then i almost slip...then he hold me...then walk til dunno where he start to hold my hand...i nv reject him..coz i dunno if i reject him wat will happen??today he wanted to meet me de...but i told him tat i am sick n tired...so wanted to go home rest...then he said ok...but just now he msg me ask me if i wan to meet him downstair?coz he stay near me only..i thought he was a good guy but how i c him now he was not...
maybe all guys r bad ba...
i really every tired!
tired or relationship!
tired of living!
this world really suck!
i hate this world!
i hate guys!
i hate myself!
i hate love!
i hate everything!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
