Friday, May 30, 2008
so dame unlucky today!!
today n ytd got a coustomer reject the cards...stupid de lo...so little small things also reject..next time do better back to them can le ma...stupid osim...think they very big like tat...the stupid boss...make me kana say by them...stupid de lo...who will c is sia?ppl take the card keep le also dun c so mach de lo...like their osim very big like tat...so wat it is big?also so seldom c ppl buy their things..so ex...some more dunno do le got wat use?i also got their leg massage de things...also no use wan...
then the other job tat time i do de...today they then check...stupid wan...tat time i also very tired ma...then dunno maybe c things not clear then nv do nicely...but they also nv c clearly so lucky lo...then his mum say me comfirm sleeping so nv do nicely...aiya dun care la...
then today angie say me also...coz i do wrong her photo...sant wrongly to ah john...then they also do wrong back...sian...verytime do wrong so many things...dunno wat to do...
then today i think i make him angry ba...hai...nvm...i also angry wif him...i dunno y i just dun like ppl goin to his house over night...like his gf like tat...coz i last time use to over night at his house from friday to sun...thinking if it was his frien tat he wan to jio...i really very sad of it lo...he really got no feeling toward me le...i dun believe it lo...just for few days of few weeks he got no more feeling toward me?he playing my feeling isit?dun love me le still dun want to tell me earlier....make me like so dum...he just a fucking basterd lo..make my break so deeply...i put in all my heart to love him lo...but he did this to me...:_(...really very sad...
feel like dieing sia..just now at road side i was thinking if i could run out in to the car then good lo...or the car come very fast n lost contro n come onto me...haha...me really stupid...but think back if i really run out the car kana me they comfirm will kana de...then just now at up stard was thinking if i could jump down from tat will it be better?but if i jump down nv die then wat will happen to me?become no leg?no hand?sign...if from very very high jump down comfirm will die ba...haha...my home not really high...nvm...think of cuting hand?if nv die comfirm pain de...i scare of pian...n very er xin...think le also feel er xin...eeeeee...maybe think of other way ba..
just now sms wif wen hui...said tat her coming holiday go sit the singapore flyer...which i wanted to sit very long le...hai...he promised me to go n sit tat together de...end up break up...wth!!
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feel like shuting out loud!!!
Friday, May 30, 2008
