Saturday, May 31, 2008
just wake up not long...lol...actully is 8+ like tat wake up le..ytd night sleep very late...doin my blogshop...coz today no work ma...so can do til late late..later goin out for lurch n shopping wif my frien...hehe..so long nv go out le...feel so bored...so today go out lo...if not nth to do...all my friens so busy...all nv contact me out le..so boring...wen hui was sick...n she got exam coming soon...so cant go out wif her le...wait til her exam finnish ba...
then xueli they all got work ba...they say they holiday wan to go zoo...ask me along...i dunno tat time if i got off or not...hope got off ba..hehe..
so sian...just now dunno y just this fews day very angry wif him...coz of wat he said..y must he keep saying my ex?i treat who good or bad i dunno meh?ya i did treat him badly now...coz wat he to me is making me feel tat he just trying on me...wth!!he think he is who sia?play le dun like le leave...wat is this?tat y i hate him lots!!
i dunno y all my relationship so bad?hai..hate it lo...hate guys lots!!
dunno y everytime i say dun wan to talk to him n dun wan to contact him any more but end up keep msg him or call him...last night i dream of him...wake up i think of him...aaaahhhhhhhhhh!!going crazy le!!becoz of him!!i hate him but i still love him lots!wat is this?!wan to die!!aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!hate my life!!!hate being myself!!!!if earlier i dun go have any bf b4 i wont become like this!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i hope i wont be in this world for long!!fucking world!!hate it hate it!!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
