Tuesday, June 10, 2008
this morning i dream of him..n one gal which is a less...i was wif tat less...n he was behind us...lookin at us...from tat...i know he still like me...then i n tat less was sleeping together...he keep lookin n lookin scare we will do something...then i went to the toilet...n they chated about a game...then i came back n i woke up le...so tired...wanted to sleep more...then was like thinking of how to say to get mc??but i think again...no i cant coz if i wan to get mc i need to go n c doctor n get one mc letter...but i dun wan to go c doctor...how ever if i sick or not i wont go n c doctor...
today he came to my house...he kissed me...but he say he just feel like kissing me only...wat is this???he dun love me y still do all this??it hurt me more n more lo...i already trying to forget everythings about him...n he just came n hurt me more...i am really goin crazy!!everyday keep thinking of him n his family...i dunno how am i goin to tahan...everyday keep hearing his name...it really hurt alot lo...really hao xin ku lo...today nv eat dinner...got la...eat hot dog on my way home lo...then after tat nv eat le....no mood to eat...ytd also the same...hai...when will it end??
this friday goin to put tatoo...trying to draw a design..c if they can do it for me not...hai...my heart really hurts lots!!i really dunno how long can i stand...i am goin crazy!!!!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
