Tuesday, December 9, 2008
past few days cant really sleep well..keep thinking of him...i have been msging him past few nights but he did not reply...i tell myself last night if he still no reply i wont msg him anymore...i will stop msging or calling him le...there is no use for me to continues being like this...ya i do miss him alot...but he dun even care..wat can i do?hai...forget it...i wont be so stupid to keep msging him all this n tat...i will not wan any stead any more til i old enough...i will not break the promise wif xueli..i know everytime i say i dun wan everytime still got...i also dunno y...i hope this time i will think twice b4 i go steady...i wan a long team steady..not play play de!!
ytd went out wif xueli...pei her find job..went to ws to find first...walk around then at b1 found a flower shop..asked if they wan to hired ppl..they ask xueli to fill up the form..there was alot of things to do..some really dun understand..then the boss tell us abit..then xueli was complaining about it..so many question..then interview also alot of question..ask her how do she think that a
florist was like?she dunno how to answer..if me i also dunno how to answer la..ask til like tat...so chim...if she ask simple english then will know how to say la..then after tat interview we head down to ap to find carol...wanted to go her shop for interview...then xueli abit tired le...so wait til carol off work then go...we sit there wait for carol to off work...while waiting dunno y i like no mood no mood like tat...xueli keep asking me y?y i like tat?i also dunno wat she mean at first...i didnt know i my face look tired or wat...then she say i was thinking of him again ar?dun think le la..then i was like thinking ya i did think of him...but dunno lei...i was staring bland..abit blur blur like tat..maybe is too tired le...then after xueli fill up the form from her shop we went home le...very til..went home eat bath then sleep le...but dunno y dream til him...wake up cant sleep back...keep turning here n there...til 11+ to 12 then fell asleep...this morning also wake early...alarm haven ring then i wake up le...then wait for the alarm to ring then i wake up...then bath do my hair still early...sit down n wait..wait for awile then go out le..so early go out today...reach work early too...then buy breakfast eat..dunno y abit no mood to eat...but cannot waste food so slowly eat lo...lurch break got eat la...today de time go very fast..haven finnish my work then lurch break le...today alot of work to do...inside also...lol...just sent in alot of embossing de paper...the gal who too care of everythings de go over sea le...then i do all her work...the boss so wat la..keep chasing n chasing...so many things also urgent...stupid boss...think we got how many hand?dum dum wan...after work went to ws help to buy colours pencil for wen hui...n check my bank account c my pay come in le not...not yet come in...so sian...thought tat friday put today can take le...but dunno lei...is i write wrong or wat the thing nv come out in my bank...like one day 2 day 3 days de...so weird la...really scare tat i write wrong...
gtg sleep le...got to work tmr...
good night!
Mauck!
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
