Tuesday, May 12, 2009
everyday querral wif him...really really very sad..how he treated me make me feel he dun love me...the way he treated me now n be4 was very very difft...last time he would call me when ever he is busy or wat..even he wan to sleep he would tell me...but now he dun...even if he busy he would pick up my call n tell me tat he is busy will call me back later...now he dun..from call becoome msg from msg become nth...hai...really very sad..even he watch tv will still talk to his frien on phone..but y cant talk to me when he was watching tv?he really changed alot from the start...maybe he is sian of me le...i should not have know him from the start i think...the way he think n the way i think was very difft...we cant stay together long..i knew it...even now his family also dun really like me..then wat for being together?even he also cant take wat i wan n wat i am...really...i really wish my bf would care for me deeply...loved me deeply...be by my side when i need him..i dun wan my life to be lonely..do everythings by myself...it make me feel i am still alone in this world...no one care no one loveno one to lend on..i dun wan my life to be like this!!it make me feel living in this world really nth to me...my as well die...i know my study was't good...is not tat i dun wan to do well is i cant...it very hard for me to remember things...once i start i will headache the whole day n end up everythings also forget...this is y i wan a guy who can support me n not making me to do watever i dun like...i am trying my best to work hard le...but this is how mach i can do only!!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
